CHAPTER EIGHTEEN: DARK DAYS
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN (第十八章) [名] the eighteenth chapter
DARK DAYS (暗い日々) [名] a period of time characterized by a lack of hope or opportunity
第十八章: 暗い日々

 Beth did have the fever, and was much sicker than anyone but Hannah and the doctor suspected.
have a fever (熱がある) [動] to have a body temperature that is higher than normal
sick (具合が悪い) [形] affected by illness or disease
ベスは熱があり、ハンナと医者以外は誰もが思っているよりもずっと具合が悪かった。
The girls knew nothing about illness, and Mr. Laurence was not allowed to see her, so Hannah had everything her own way, and busy Dr. Bangs did his best, but left a good deal to the excellent nurse.
illness (病気) [名] a disease or period of sickness affecting the body and mind
have everything one's own way (すべてを自分のやり方で行う) [動] do everything in the way that one wants
leave a good deal to (多くを任せる) [動] entrust a lot to
娘たちは病気について何も知らず、ローレンス氏は彼女に会うことを許されなかったので、ハンナはすべてを自分のやり方で行い、忙しいバンクス医師は最善を尽くしたが、優秀な看護師に多くを任せた。
Meg stayed at home, lest she should infect the Kings, and kept house, feeling very anxious and a little guilty when she wrote letters in which no mention was made of Beth’s illness.
infect (感染させる) [動] cause to become infected
keep house (家事をする) [動] do housework
feel guilty (罪悪感を覚える) [動] feel a sense of guilt
メグはキング家に感染させないように家に残り、家事をしながら、ベスの病気について何も触れずに手紙を書いたときには、とても心配で少し罪悪感を覚えた。
She could not think it right to deceive her mother, but she had been bidden to mind Hannah, and Hannah wouldn’t hear of ‘Mrs. March bein’ told, and worried just for sech a trifle.’
deceive (欺く) [動] cause to believe something that is not true
bid (言われる) [動] order or command
母を欺くのは正しいとは思えなかったが、ハンナの言うことをきくように言われており、ハンナは「マーチさんに話すなんて、そんな些細なことで心配させるなんて」と聞き入れなかった。

 Jo devoted herself to Beth day and night, not a hard task, for Beth was very patient, and bore her pain uncomplainingly as long as she could control herself.
uncomplainingly (文句を言わずに) [副] without complaining
control (コントロールする) [動] to exercise restraint or direction over; dominate; command
ジョーは昼も夜もベスに献身的に尽くしたが、ベスは非常に忍耐強く、自分をコントロールできる限りは文句を言わずに痛みに耐えていたので、それは難しい仕事ではなかった。
But there came a time when during the fever fits she began to talk in a hoarse, broken voice, to play on the coverlet as if on her beloved little piano, and try to sing with a throat so swollen that there was no music left, a time when she did not know the familiar faces around her, but addressed them by wrong names, and called imploringly for her mother.
hoarse (かすれた) [形] having a rough, harsh, or husky voice
しかし、熱発作の際に、彼女がかすれた、途切れ途切れの声で話し始め、愛する小さなピアノを弾くように掛け布団を弾き、喉が腫れて音楽が残っていないのに歌おうとする時が来た。彼女は周りの見慣れた顔を知らないで、間違った名前で呼びかけ、母親に懇願するように呼びかけた。
Then Jo grew frightened, Meg begged to be allowed to write the truth, and even Hannah said she ‘would think of it, though there was no danger yet’.
grow frightened (怖くなる) [動] become scared
するとジョーは怖くなり、メグは真実を書かせてほしいと懇願し、ハンナでさえ「まだ危険はないが、考えてみよう」と言った。
A letter from Washington added to their trouble, for Mr. March had had a relapse, and could not think of coming home for a long while.
have a relapse (再発する) [動] suffer a recurrence of a disease after a period of improvement
for a long while (長い間) [副] for a long time
ワシントンからの手紙が彼女たちの悩みを増した。マーチ氏が再発し、長い間帰宅する考えができなかったからだ。

 How dark the days seemed now, how sad and lonely the house, and how heavy were the hearts of the sisters as they worked and waited, while the shadow of death hovered over the once happy home.
hover (漂う) [動] remain in one place in the air
かつて幸せだった家庭に死の影が漂う中、日々はどれほど暗く、家はどれほど悲しく孤独で、働きながら待つ姉妹たちの心はどれほど重かっただろうか。
Then it was that Margaret, sitting alone with tears dropping often on her work, felt how rich she had been in things more precious than any luxuries money could buy—in love, protection, peace, and health, the real blessings of life.
drop (流す) [動] fall or cause to fall in drops
luxury (贅沢品) [名] an inessential, desirable item that is expensive or difficult to obtain
その時、マーガレットは一人座って、よく涙を流しながら仕事をしていたが、お金で買えるどんな贅沢品よりも、愛、保護、平和、健康、人生の本当の祝福といった、より貴重なものにどれほど恵まれているかを感じた。
Then it was that Jo, living in the darkened room, with that suffering little sister always before her eyes and that pathetic voice sounding in her ears, learned to see the beauty and the sweetness of Beth’s nature, to feel how deep and tender a place she filled in all hearts, and to acknowledge the worth of Beth’s unselfish ambition to live for others, and make home happy by that exercise of those simple virtues which all may possess, and which all should love and value more than talent, wealth, or beauty.
darkened (暗い) [形] having little or no light
sound (響く) [動] be heard
sweetness (優しさ) [名] the quality or state of being sweet
unselfish (利他的な) [形] concerned more with the needs and wishes of others than with one's own
exercise (実行) [名] activity requiring physical effort, carried out especially to sustain or improve health and fitness
value (大切にする) [動] regard highly; think much of
その時、暗い部屋で暮らすジョーは、いつも目の前に苦しんでいる妹がいて、その哀れな声が耳に響き、ベスの本質の美しさと優しさを見ること、彼女がすべての心をどれほど深く優しく満たしているかを感じること、そして他人のために生き、誰もが持ちうる単純な美徳を実行することで家庭を幸せにするというベスの利他的な志の価値を認めることを学んだ。そして、誰もが才能、富、美しさよりも愛し、大切にすべきものである。
And Amy, in her exile, longed eagerly to be at home, that she might work for Beth, feeling now that no service would be hard or irksome, and remembering, with regretful grief, how many neglected tasks those willing hands had done for her.
exile (追放) [名] the state of being barred from one's native country
service (奉仕) [名] the action of helping or doing work for someone
irksome (退屈な) [形] annoying or tedious
regretful (後悔する) [形] feeling or showing regret
willing (喜んで) [形] ready, eager, or prepared to do something
そして、エイミーは、追放された身で、ベスのために働くことができるなら、どんな奉仕も難しくも退屈でもないと感じ、後悔の念を抱きながら、あの喜んで働く手がどれほど多くの怠慢な仕事をしてくれたかを思い出しながら、家に帰りたいと切望していた。
Laurie haunted the house like a restless ghost, and Mr. Laurence locked the grand piano, because he could not bear to be reminded of the young neighbor who used to make the twilight pleasant for him.
ローリーは落ち着きのない幽霊のように家に出没し、ローレンス氏は夕暮れを心地よくしてくれていた若い隣人を思い出すのに耐えられなかったので、グランドピアノに鍵をかけた。
Everyone missed Beth.
誰もがベスを恋しく思っていた。
The milkman, baker, grocer, and butcher inquired how she did, poor Mrs. Hummel came to beg pardon for her thoughtlessness and to get a shroud for Minna, the neighbors sent all sorts of comforts and good wishes, and even those who knew her best were surprised to find how many friends shy little Beth had made.
milkman (牛乳屋) [名] a man who delivers milk
baker (パン屋) [名] a person who makes bread
grocer (食料品屋) [名] a person who sells food and other household items
thoughtlessness (無思慮) [名] the quality of not thinking or showing consideration for others
牛乳屋、パン屋、食料品屋、肉屋が彼女の様子を尋ね、貧しいフンメル夫人は彼女の無思慮を許し、ミンナのために経帷子をもらいに来た。近所の人たちはあらゆる慰めや善い願いを送り、彼女のことをよく知っている人でさえ、内気なベスがどれほど多くの友人を作ったか知って驚いた。

 Meanwhile she lay on her bed with old Joanna at her side, for even in her wanderings she did not forget her forlorn protege.
meanwhile (その間) [副] in the intervening period of time
side (そば) [名] a position to the left or right of an object
wandering (放浪) [名] the action of moving about aimlessly or unsystematically
protege (被保護者) [名] a person who is guided and supported by a more experienced and influential person
その間、彼女はベッドに横たわり、老ジョアンナがそばにいた。なぜなら、彼女は放浪している間でさえ、見捨てられた被保護者を忘れなかったからだ。
She longed for her cats, but would not have them brought, lest they should get sick, and in her quiet hours she was full of anxiety about Jo.
long for (会いたかった) [動] to have a strong wish or desire for
would not have (連れてこようとはせず) [動] to be unwilling to accept or allow
get sick (病気にならない) [動] to become ill
彼女は猫に会いたかったが、病気にならないように連れてこようとはせず、静かな時間にはジョーのことを心配していた。
She sent loving messages to Amy, bade them tell her mother that she would write soon, and often begged for pencil and paper to try to say a word, that Father might not think she had neglected him.
彼女はエイミーに愛情のこもったメッセージを送り、すぐに手紙を書くから母に伝えるように言い、父が自分を無視していると思わないように、よく鉛筆と紙を頼んで一言でも伝えようとした。
But soon even these intervals of consciousness ended, and she lay hour after hour, tossing to and fro, with incoherent words on her lips, or sank into a heavy sleep which brought her no refreshment.
toss (寝返りを打つ) [動] move or cause to move up and down or from side to side
fro (あちらこちら) [副] to and fro; back and forth
incoherent (支離滅裂な) [形] lacking in logic or consistency
refreshment (気分転換) [名] something that refreshes
しかし、すぐに意識のある時間も終わり、彼女は何時間も横たわり、唇に支離滅裂な言葉を浮かべて寝返りを打ったり、深い眠りに落ちたりしたが、気分はすっきりしなかった。
Dr. Bangs came twice a day, Hannah sat up at night, Meg kept a telegram in her desk all ready to send off at any minute, and Jo never stirred from Beth’s side.
twice (2回) [副] two times
sit up (起きる) [動] rise from a lying or sitting position
send off (送る) [動] cause to be taken or delivered to a destination; arrange for the delivery of
バンクス医師は1日に2回来診し、ハンナは夜に起きて看病し、メグはいつでも送れるように机に電報を用意し、ジョーはベスのそばを離れなかった。

 The first of December was a wintry day indeed to them, for a bitter wind blew, snow fell fast, and the year seemed getting ready for its death.
the first of December (12月1日) [名] the first day of December
12月1日は、彼女たちにとって本当に冬の日だった。冷たい風が吹き、雪が激しく降り、年が終わろうとしていた。
When Dr. Bangs came that morning, he looked long at Beth, held the hot hand in both his own for a minute, and laid it gently down, saying, in a low voice to Hannah, “If Mrs. March can leave her husband she’d better be sent for.”
look long (じっと見つめる) [動] look at for a long time
lay down (下ろす) [動] put down
low voice (小声) [名] a quiet voice
send for (呼ぶ) [動] ask to come
その朝バンクス医師が来ると、ベスをじっと見つめ、熱い手を両手で1分ほど握り、そっと下ろしてハンナに小声で言った、「もしマーチ夫人が夫のそばを離れられるなら、呼んだ方がいい」

 Hannah nodded without speaking, for her lips twitched nervously, Meg dropped down into a chair as the strength seemed to go out of her limbs at the sound of those words, and Jo, standing with a pale face for a minute, ran to the parlor, snatched up the telegram, and throwing on her things, rushed out into the storm.
twitch (ひきつる) [動] make a short, sudden, jerking movement
drop down (座り込む) [動] sit down suddenly or heavily
throw (着る) [動] put on
ハンナは唇が神経質にひきつっていたので、何も言わずにうなずき、メグはその言葉を聞いて手足の力が抜けたように椅子に座り込み、ジョーは青ざめた顔でしばらく立っていたが、居間に駆け込んで電報をひっつかみ、コートを着て嵐の中へ飛び出した。
She was soon back, and while noiselessly taking off her cloak, Laurie came in with a letter, saying that Mr. March was mending again.
彼女はすぐに戻り、音を立てずにマントを脱いでいると、ローリーが手紙を持ってやってきて、マーチ氏の容態が回復していると告げた。
Jo read it thankfully, but the heavy weight did not seem lifted off her heart, and her face was so full of misery that Laurie asked quickly, “What is it? Is Beth worse?”
thankfully (感謝して) [副] in a grateful manner
heavy weight (重荷) [名] a heavy load
lift off (取り除く) [動] remove or take away
misery (悲惨さ) [名] a state or feeling of great distress or discomfort
what (どうしたの) [代] used to ask for information
ジョーは感謝してそれを読んだが、重荷は彼女の心から取り除かれたようには見えず、彼女の顔は悲惨さに満ちていたので、ローリーはすぐに尋ねた、「どうしたの? ベスの容態が悪くなったの?」

 “I’ve sent for Mother,” said Jo, tugging at her rubber boots with a tragic expression.
send for (呼びに行く) [動] to ask someone to come
tug (脱ぐ) [動] to pull or draw with a quick, sharp movement
tragic (悲しげな) [形] causing great sadness or suffering
「ママを呼びに行ったの」とジョーは悲しげな表情でゴム長靴を脱ぎながら言った。

 “Good for you, Jo!
good for you (よかったね) [間] used to express approval or admiration
「よかったね、ジョー!
Did you do it on your own responsibility?” asked Laurie, as he seated her in the hall chair and took off the rebellious boots, seeing how her hands shook.
on one's own responsibility (自分で責任をもって) [副] without being told to do so by someone else
自分で責任をもってやったの?」とローリーは尋ね、彼女を玄関の椅子に座らせ、彼女の手が震えているのを見て、反抗的なブーツを脱がせた。

 “No. The doctor told us to.”
「いいえ。医者がそう言ったの。」

 “Oh, Jo, it’s not so bad as that?” cried Laurie, with a startled face.
「ああ、ジョー、そんなに悪くないよね?」とローリーは驚いた顔で叫んだ。

 “Yes, it is. She doesn’t know us, she doesn’t even talk about the flocks of green doves, as she calls the vine leaves on the wall.
flock (群れ) [名] a large number of birds or other animals of one type which live or move together
dove (鳩) [名] a type of bird
vine (つた) [名] a climbing plant with woody stems that climbs by means of tendrils or twining stems
「そうよ。彼女は私たちのことを知らないし、壁のつたの葉を呼ぶように、緑の鳩の群れについて話すことさえしない。
She doesn’t look like my Beth, and there’s nobody to help us bear it.
彼女は私のベスのようには見えないし、私たちがそれに耐えるのを助けてくれる人は誰もいない。
Mother and father both gone, and God seems so far away I can’t find Him.”
gone (亡くなる) [動] die
so far (遠く) [副] to a great extent; very much
母も父も亡くなり、神様は遠くにいるようで、見つけることができません」

 As the tears streamed fast down poor Jo’s cheeks, she stretched out her hand in a helpless sort of way, as if groping in the dark, and Laurie took it in his, whispering as well as he could with a lump in his throat, “I’m here. Hold on to me, Jo, dear!”
stream (流れる) [動] flow in a continuous and fast way
helpless (どうしようもない) [形] unable to help oneself
grope (手探りする) [動] feel about or search blindly or uncertainly
lump (しこり) [名] a small, hard, rounded mass
hold on to (つかまる) [動] grasp or grip firmly
涙がかわいそうなジョーの頬を流れ落ちるにつれて、彼女は暗闇の中を手探りするかのように、どうしようもない感じで手を伸ばし、ローリーはそれを自分の手に取り、喉のしこりを取り除こうとできる限りささやいた。「ここにいるよ。私をつかまって、ジョー、愛しい人!」

 She could not speak, but she did ‘hold on’, and the warm grasp of the friendly human hand comforted her sore heart, and seemed to lead her nearer to the Divine arm which alone could uphold her in her trouble.
could not (できなかった) [助] be unable to
hold on (つかまる) [動] grasp something firmly
grasp (握り) [名] the action of grasping something
sore (痛む) [形] painful or aching
Divine (神の) [形] of or relating to a god
uphold (支える) [動] support or defend
彼女は話すことができなかったが、「つかまって」いたし、友好的な人間の手の温かい握りは彼女の痛む心を慰め、彼女を苦しみの中で支えることができる唯一の神の腕に近づけるように思われた。

 Laurie longed to say something tender and comfortable, but no fitting words came to him, so he stood silent, gently stroking her bent head as her mother used to do.
fitting (適当な) [形] being of the right shape and size
silent (黙って) [形] making no sound
stroke (なでる) [動] move one's hand slowly and lightly over the surface of
ローリーは優しく慰めるような言葉をかけたいと思ったが、適当な言葉が浮かばなかったので、黙って立ったまま、彼女の母親がよくしていたように、彼女の頭を優しくなでた。
It was the best thing he could have done, far more soothing than the most eloquent words, for Jo felt the unspoken sympathy, and in the silence learned the sweet solace which affection administers to sorrow.
the best thing (最善のこと) [名] the most excellent or desirable thing
far more (はるかに) [副] to a much greater extent
soothing (慰め) [名] the action of relieving pain or anxiety
eloquent (雄弁な) [形] fluent or persuasive in speaking or writing
それは彼にできる最善のことであり、どんな雄弁な言葉よりもはるかに慰めとなった。ジョーは言葉に表せない同情を感じ、沈黙の中で愛情が悲しみに与える甘い慰めを知った。
Soon she dried the tears which had relieved her, and looked up with a grateful face.
dry (ぬぐう) [動] remove moisture from
やがて彼女は心を軽くしてくれた涙をぬぐい、感謝の表情で顔を上げた。

 “Thank you, Teddy, I’m better now.
better (大丈夫) [形] more desirable or satisfactory
「ありがとう、テディ、もう大丈夫。
I don’t feel so forlorn, and will try to bear it if it comes.”
そんなに悲しくないし、もし悲しみがやってきても耐えられると思う。」

 “Keep hoping for the best, that will help you, Jo.
best (最善) [名] the most excellent or desirable thing or situation
「最善を期待し続けなさい、それが君を助けてくれるよ、ジョー。
Soon your mother will be here, and then everything will be all right.”
be here (帰ってくる) [動] arrive at a place
be all right (うまくいく) [動] be satisfactory or acceptable
すぐにお母さんが帰ってくるだろうし、そうしたら全てうまくいくよ。」

 “I’m so glad Father is better.
「パパが良くなって本当に嬉しい。
Now she won’t feel so bad about leaving him.
feel bad (罪悪感を感じる) [動] feel guilty
これでママもパパを置いていくことにそれほど罪悪感を感じなくてすむよ。
Oh, me!
ああ、私!
It does seem as if all the troubles came in a heap, and I got the heaviest part on my shoulders,” sighed Jo, spreading her wet handkerchief over her knees to dry.
まるで全てのトラブルが山のようにやってきて、私の肩に一番重い部分がのしかかっているみたい」とジョーはため息をつき、濡れたハンカチを膝の上に広げて乾かした。

 “Doesn’t Meg pull fair?” asked Laurie, looking indignant.
pull fair (公平に引っ張る) [動] pull in a fair way
look indignant (憤慨した様子で) [動] look angry or annoyed
「メグは公平に引っ張らないの?」とローリーは憤慨した様子で尋ねた。

 “Oh, yes, she tries to, but she can’t love Bethy as I do, and she won’t miss her as I shall.
「ああ、そう、彼女はそうしようとしているけど、私ほどベシーを愛することはできないし、私ほど彼女を恋しく思うこともないよ。
Beth is my conscience, and I can’t give her up.
ベスは私の良心で、彼女を諦めることはできないよ。
I can’t! I can’t!”
できない! できないよ!」

 Down went Jo’s face into the wet handkerchief, and she cried despairingly, for she had kept up bravely till now and never shed a tear.
go down (埋める) [動] move or travel from a higher to a lower level
despairingly (絶望的に) [副] in a way that shows despair
ジョーは濡れたハンカチに顔を埋めて、絶望的に泣いた。今まで勇敢に耐えてきて、涙を流したことがなかったからだ。
Laurie drew his hand across his eyes, but could not speak till he had subdued the choky feeling in his throat and steadied his lips.
subdue (抑える) [動] bring under control
choky (詰まった) [形] blocked or obstructed
throat (喉) [名] the front of the neck
steady (落ち着かせる) [動] make or become firm or stable
ローリーは目を横切るように手を動かしたが、喉の詰まった感じを抑えて唇を落ち着かせるまで話すことができなかった。
It might be unmanly, but he couldn’t help it, and I am glad of it.
男らしくないかもしれないけど、彼は仕方なかったし、私はそれを嬉しく思う。
Presently, as Jo’s sobs quieted, he said hopefully, “I don’t think she will die.
sob (すすり泣き) [名] a convulsive catching of the breath with a spasm in the throat
やがて、ジョーのすすり泣きが静まると、彼は希望を込めて言った、「彼女は死なないと思う。
She’s so good, and we all love her so much, I don’t believe God will take her away yet.”
彼女はとても良い人で、私たちはみんな彼女をとても愛しているから、神様が彼女を連れ去ってしまうとは思えない。」

 “The good and dear people always do die,” groaned Jo, but she stopped crying, for her friend’s words cheered her up in spite of her own doubts and fears.
「善良で愛すべき人はいつも死んでしまう」とジョーはうめいたが、彼女は泣き止んだ。彼女自身の疑いや恐れにもかかわらず、友人の言葉が彼女を元気づけたからだ。

 “Poor girl, you’re worn out.
be worn out (疲れ切っている) [動] be extremely tired
「かわいそうに、疲れ切っているね。
It isn’t like you to be forlorn.
be like (らしくない) [動] be similar to
君が悲しみに沈むなんて珍しいね。
Stop a bit.
stop (待って) [動] cease moving or operating
a bit (ちょっと) [副] a little; somewhat
ちょっと待って。
I’ll hearten you up in a jiffy.”
in a jiffy (すぐに) [副] in a short time
すぐに元気づけてあげるよ」

 Laurie went off two stairs at a time, and Jo laid her wearied head down on Beth’s little brown hood, which no one had thought of moving from the table where she left it.
at a time (一度に) [副] all at once; simultaneously
wearied (疲れた) [形] feeling or showing extreme tiredness
think of (〜しようとする) [動] have in mind as a purpose or intention
ローリーは一度に二段ずつ階段を下り、ジョーは疲れた頭をベスの小さな茶色いフードに横たえたが、誰も彼女が置いたテーブルから動かそうとはしなかった。
It must have possessed some magic, for the submissive spirit of its gentle owner seemed to enter into Jo, and when Laurie came running down with a glass of wine, she took it with a smile, and said bravely, “I drink— Health to my Beth!
possess (宿る) [動] have as an attribute, knowledge, or skill
owner (持ち主) [名] a person who owns something
come running down (駆け下りてくる) [動] run quickly down
それに何か魔法が宿っていたに違いない、なぜならその優しい持ち主の従順な精神がジョーの中に入り込んだように思えたからで、ローリーがグラス一杯のワインを持って駆け下りてきた時、彼女は笑顔でそれを受け取り、勇敢に言った、「私は飲むよ、私のベスの健康を祈って!
You are a good doctor, Teddy, and such a comfortable friend.
あなたは良いお医者さんね、テディ、そしてとても心地よい友人だよ。
How can I ever pay you?” she added, as the wine refreshed her body, as the kind words had done her troubled mind.
trouble (悩める) [動] cause distress or anxiety to
あなたにどうやってお返ししたらいいのかしら?」と彼女は付け加えた、ワインが彼女の体を元気づけたように、優しい言葉が彼女の悩める心を元気づけたように。

 “I’ll send my bill, by-and-by, and tonight I’ll give you something that will warm the cockles of your heart better than quarts of wine,” said Laurie, beaming at her with a face of suppressed satisfaction at something.
bill (請求書) [名] a printed or written statement of the money owed for goods or services supplied
cockle (心の奥底) [名] a small edible bivalve mollusk
beam (微笑みかける) [動] smile radiantly
at (に) [前] in the direction of
「そのうち請求書を送るよ、そして今夜はワインのクォートよりもあなたの心の奥底を温める何かをあげるよ」とローリーは言い、何かに満足感を抑えた顔で彼女に微笑みかけた。

 “What is it?” cried Jo, forgetting her woes for a minute in her wonder.
「それは何?」とジョーは叫び、一瞬自分の悲しみを忘れて驚いた。

 “I telegraphed to your mother yesterday, and Brooke answered she’d come at once, and she’ll be here tonight, and everything will be all right.
「昨日お母さんに電報を打ったんだが、ブルックはすぐに来ると答えてくれたので、今夜ここに来てくれるだろうし、すべてうまくいくだろう。
Aren’t you glad I did it?”
私がそうしてよかったと思わない?」

 Laurie spoke very fast, and turned red and excited all in a minute, for he had kept his plot a secret, for fear of disappointing the girls or harming Beth.
excited (興奮する) [動] feel or show great happiness or pleasure
in a minute (一瞬で) [副] very soon
plot (計画) [名] a secret plan or scheme
harm (傷つける) [動] cause damage to
ローリーはとても早口で話し、一瞬で顔を赤らめ興奮したが、彼は女の子たちをがっかりさせたり、ベスを傷つけたりするのを恐れて、自分の計画を秘密にしていた。
Jo grew quite white, flew out of her chair, and the moment he stopped speaking she electrified him by throwing her arms round his neck, and crying out, with a joyful cry, “Oh, Laurie! Oh, Mother! I am so glad!”
grow quite white (真っ青になる) [動] become very pale
fly out of (飛び出す) [動] move or be moved very quickly
the moment (瞬間) [名] a very brief period of time
stop speaking (話し終える) [動] finish speaking
throw one's arms round (腕を回す) [動] put one's arms around someone
joyful (喜びの) [形] feeling or showing great happiness
ジョーは真っ青になって椅子から飛び出し、彼が話し終えた瞬間、彼の首に腕を回して「ああ、ローリー! ああ、ママ! とても嬉しい!」と喜びの声を上げ、彼を感動させた。
She did not weep again, but laughed hysterically, and trembled and clung to her friend as if she was a little bewildered by the sudden news.
hysterically (ヒステリックに) [副] in an uncontrolled manner
cling (しがみつく) [動] hold on tightly
彼女は再び泣くことはなかったが、ヒステリックに笑い、震えながら友人にしがみつき、突然の知らせに少し当惑したようだった。

 Laurie, though decidedly amazed, behaved with great presence of mind.
amazed (驚いた) [形] filled with wonder or astonishment
ローリーは、明らかに驚いていたが、落ち着いて行動した。
He patted her back soothingly, and finding that she was recovering, followed it up by a bashful kiss or two, which brought Jo round at once.
follow up (続ける) [動] take further action concerning
彼は彼女の背中をなだめるように撫で、彼女が回復しているのを見つけると、恥ずかしそうにキスをしたり、ジョーをすぐに連れてきたりした。
Holding on to the banisters, she put him gently away, saying breathlessly, “Oh, don’t! I didn’t mean to, it was dreadful of me, but you were such a dear to go and do it in spite of Hannah that I couldn’t help flying at you.
hold on to (つかむ) [動] grasp or grip something firmly
put away (遠ざける) [動] move something to a different place
breathlessly (息もつかせずに) [副] in a way that is out of breath
fly at (飛びかかる) [動] attack someone or something suddenly and violently
彼女は手すりをつかみながら、息もつかせずに「ああ、やめて! わざとじゃないよ、ひどいことをしたけど、ハンナに逆らってまでやってくれたあなたがとても愛おしくて、飛びかからずにはいられなかったの。
Tell me all about it, and don’t give me wine again, it makes me act so.”
act (なる) [動] behave in a particular manner
全部教えて、もうワインを飲ませないで、こんな風になっちゃうから」

 “I don’t mind,” laughed Laurie, as he settled his tie.
tie (ネクタイ) [名] a long piece of cloth worn around the neck
「かまわないよ」とローリーはネクタイを直しながら笑った。
“Why, you see I got fidgety, and so did Grandpa.
「だって、私もじっとしていられなくて、おじいちゃんもそうだったんだ。
We thought Hannah was overdoing the authority business, and your mother ought to know.
overdoing (乱用している) [動] do too much of
authority (権限) [名] the power or right to give orders, make decisions, and enforce obedience
business (事) [名] a task or an undertaking
ハンナが権限を乱用していると思ったし、お母さんに知らせるべきだと思ったんだ。
She’d never forgive us if Beth... Well, if anything happened, you know.
ベスがもし...何かあったら、ママは私たちを許さないだろう。
So I got grandpa to say it was high time we did something, and off I pelted to the office yesterday, for the doctor looked sober, and Hannah most took my head off when I proposed a telegram.
high time (ちょうどいい時) [名] the right or proper time
pelt (急ぐ) [動] run or move very quickly
take one's head off (頭を外す) [動] to decapitate someone
だから、おじいちゃんに何かするべき時が来たと言ってもらって、昨日、私はオフィスに急いで行ったんだ。医者は真面目そうだったし、ハンナは私が電報を提案した時に私の頭をほとんど取り外したんだ。
I never can bear to be ‘lorded over’, so that settled my mind, and I did it.
settle (決める) [動] to decide or determine
do (実行する) [動] to perform or execute
私は「支配される」ことに耐えられないので、決心してそれを実行した。
Your mother will come, I know, and the late train is in at two A.M.
A.M. (午前) [名] the period of time from midnight to noon
お母さんが来てくれるのはわかっているし、遅い電車は午前2時に到着する。
I shall go for her, and you’ve only got to bottle up your rapture, and keep Beth quiet till that blessed lady gets here.”
go for (迎えに行く) [動] go to get someone or something
bottle up (抑える) [動] keep one's feelings under control
keep quiet (静かにさせる) [動] make or cause to be silent or still
blessed (祝福された) [形] consecrated by a religious rite
私が彼女を迎えに行くから、あなたはただ喜びを抑えて、その祝福された女性がここに来るまでベスを静かにさせておくだけでいい。」

 “Laurie, you’re an angel!
「ローリー、あなたは天使だ!
How shall I ever thank you?”
どうやってお礼を言ったらいいの?」

 “Fly at me again.
「もう一度飛びかかって来い。
I rather liked it,” said Laurie, looking mischievous, a thing he had not done for a fortnight.
むしろ好きだったよ」とローリーはいたずらっぽく言ったが、それは彼が二週間もやっていなかったことだった。

 “No, thank you. I’ll do it by proxy, when your grandpa comes.
proxy (代理) [名] the authority to represent someone else
「いいえ、ありがとう。おじいちゃんが来たら、代理でやってあげるよ。
Don’t tease, but go home and rest, for you’ll be up half the night.
half the night (夜更かし) [名] the middle of the night
からかわないで、家に帰って休みなさい、夜更かしするんだから。
Bless you, Teddy, bless you!”
テディ、神のご加護を!」

 Jo had backed into a corner, and as she finished her speech, she vanished precipitately into the kitchen, where she sat down upon a dresser and told the assembled cats that she was “happy, oh, so happy!”
back into (後ずさりする) [動] move backwards
dresser (ドレッサー) [名] a chest of drawers, typically with a mirror
ジョーは隅に後ずさり、スピーチを終えると、急いで台所へ姿を消し、そこでドレッサーに腰を下ろし、集まった猫たちに「幸せ、ああ、とても幸せ!」と言った。
while Laurie departed, feeling that he had made a rather neat thing of it.
neat (うまく) [形] tidy, clean, or smart in appearance
ローリーは、かなりうまくやったと感じながら立ち去った。

 “That’s the interferingest chap I ever see, but I forgive him and do hope Mrs. March is coming right away,” said Hannah, with an air of relief, when Jo told the good news.
interferingest (おせっかいな) [形] interfering
chap (人) [名] a man
「今まで見た中で一番おせっかいな人だけど、許してあげるよ、マーチ夫人がすぐに来てくれるといいよね」とハンナはジョーから良い知らせを聞いて安心した様子で言った。

 Meg had a quiet rapture, and then brooded over the letter, while Jo set the sickroom in order, and Hannah “knocked up a couple of pies in case of company unexpected”.
have a quiet rapture (静かに喜ぶ) [動] be very happy
brood over (じっくり読む) [動] think about something deeply and seriously
set in order (整える) [動] arrange or organize something
knock up (焼く) [動] make or produce something quickly or carelessly
in case of (に備えて) [前] if something happens
メグは静かに喜び、それから手紙をじっくり読み、ジョーは病室を整え、ハンナは「予期せぬ来客に備えてパイを2つ焼いた」。
A breath of fresh air seemed to blow through the house, and something better than sunshine brightened the quiet rooms.
brighten (明るくする) [動] make or become brighter
新鮮な空気が家を吹き抜け、日差しよりも良い何かが静かな部屋を明るくした。
Everything appeared to feel the hopeful change.
appear (ようだった) [動] seem to be; give the impression of being
全てが希望に満ちた変化を感じているようだった。
Beth’s bird began to chirp again, and a half-blown rose was discovered on Amy’s bush in the window.
blow (開く) [動] be in or cause to be in bloom
discover (見つける) [動] find unexpectedly
ベスの鳥は再びさえずり始め、窓辺のエイミーのバラには半分開いた花が見つかった。
The fires seemed to burn with unusual cheeriness, and every time the girls met, their pale faces broke into smiles as they hugged one another, whispering encouragingly, “Mother’s coming, dear! Mother’s coming!”
cheeriness (明るく) [名] the state of being cheerful
meet (顔を合わせる) [動] come together with
break into (浮かび) [動] suddenly start doing something
encouragingly (励まし合った) [副] in a way that gives someone support or confidence
火はいつもになく明るく燃えているように見え、娘たちが顔を合わせるたびに、青白い顔に笑顔が浮かび、抱き合って励まし合った。「ママが帰ってくるよ! ママが帰ってくるのよ!」
Every one rejoiced but Beth.
every one (皆) [名] all the people in a group
ベス以外は皆喜んだ。
She lay in that heavy stupor, alike unconscious of hope and joy, doubt and danger.
stupor (昏睡) [名] a state of near-unconsciousness or insensibility
alike (同様に) [副] in a similar way
彼女は、希望も喜びも、疑いも危険も意識せずに、深い昏睡状態に横たわっていた。
It was a piteous sight, the once rosy face so changed and vacant, the once busy hands so weak and wasted, the once smiling lips quite dumb, and the once pretty, well-kept hair scattered rough and tangled on the pillow.
piteous (痛ましい) [形] deserving or arousing pity
vacant (虚ろ) [形] lacking thought or expression
waste (やせ細る) [動] become thinner or weaker
well-kept (手入れされていた) [形] carefully maintained
rough (乱れる) [形] having an uneven or irregular surface
tangle (枕に散らばっている) [動] twist together into a confused mass
かつてバラ色だった顔が変わり果てて虚ろになり、かつて忙しく動いていた手が弱々しくやせ細り、かつて微笑んでいた唇が全く動かず、かつてきれいに手入れされていた髪が乱れて枕に散らばっている様子は、痛ましい光景だった。
All day she lay so, only rousing now and then to mutter, “Water!” with lips so parched they could hardly shape the word.
rouse (目を覚ます) [動] cause to wake up
parched (乾ききった) [形] dried out by heat
hardly (できないほど) [副] with difficulty or effort
shape (形にする) [動] give a particular shape to
彼女は一日中そうして横たわり、時々目を覚まして「水!」とつぶやくだけだったが、唇があまりにも乾ききっていて、言葉を形にすることができないほどだった。
All day Jo and Meg hovered over her, watching, waiting, hoping, and trusting in God and Mother, and all day the snow fell, the bitter wind raged, and the hours dragged slowly by.
hover (付き添う) [動] remain or linger in one place
rage (吹き荒れる) [動] be violent or uncontrolled
drag (過ぎていく) [動] move or cause to move slowly and with difficulty
ジョーとメグは一日中彼女のそばにいて、見守り、待ち、希望を持ち、神と母を信頼し、一日中雪が降り、厳しい風が吹き荒れ、時間がゆっくりと過ぎていった。
But night came at last, and every time the clock struck, the sisters, still sitting on either side of the bed, looked at each other with brightening eyes, for each hour brought help nearer.
しかし、ついに夜がやってきて、時計が鳴るたびに、ベッドの両側に座ったままの姉妹は、一時間ごとに助けが近づいてくるので、明るい目で互いに見つめ合った。
The doctor had been in to say that some change, for better or worse, would probably take place about midnight, at which time he would return.
probably (おそらく) [副] almost certainly; as far as one knows or can tell
take place (起こる) [動] happen; occur
医者は、良くなるか悪くなるかはわからないが、おそらく真夜中頃に何か変化が起こるだろうと言いに来て、その時に戻ってくると言った。

 Hannah, quite worn out, lay down on the sofa at the bed’s foot and fell fast asleep,
worn out (疲れ果てて) [形] exhausted
ハンナは、すっかり疲れ果てて、ベッドの足元にあるソファに横になり、ぐっすりと眠ってしまった。
Mr. Laurence marched to and fro in the parlor, feeling that he would rather face a rebel battery than Mrs. March’s countenance as she entered.
rebel battery (反乱軍の砲台) [名] a group of guns used for firing
ローレンス氏は、マーチ夫人が入ってきたときの顔を見るくらいなら、反乱軍の砲台に直面した方がましだと感じながら、居間を行ったり来たりしていた。
Laurie lay on the rug, pretending to rest, but staring into the fire with the thoughtful look which made his black eyes beautifully soft and clear.
pretend (ふりをする) [動] make believe that something is the case when in fact it is not
clear (澄んだ) [形] free from cloudiness, muddiness, or obscurity
ローリーは休むふりをして敷物の上に横たわっていたが、彼の黒い目を美しく柔らかく澄んだものにする思慮深い表情で火を見つめていた。

 The girls never forgot that night, for no sleep came to them as they kept their watch, with that dreadful sense of powerlessness which comes to us in hours like those.
sleep (眠気) [名] the natural periodic state of rest for the mind and body
powerlessness (無力感) [名] the quality or state of lacking power or strength
娘たちはその夜のことを決して忘れなかった。なぜなら、そのような時間に私たちを襲う恐ろしい無力感を抱えながら、見守り続けた彼女たちには眠気が訪れなかったからだ。

 “If God spares Beth, I never will complain again,” whispered Meg earnestly.
「もし神様がベスを助けてくださるなら、私は二度と不平を言いません」とメグは真剣にささやいた。

 “If God spares Beth, I’ll try to love and serve Him all my life,” answered Jo, with equal fervor.
serve (仕える) [動] work for as a servant
all my life (一生) [名] the entire period of one's life
equal (同じく) [形] being the same in quantity, size, degree, or value
fervor (熱心) [名] intense and passionate feeling
「もし神様がベスを助けてくださるなら、私は一生神様を愛し、仕えようと努力します」とジョーは同じく熱心に答えた。

 “I wish I had no heart, it aches so,” sighed Meg, after a pause.
「心臓がなければいいのに、とても痛い」とメグはため息をついた。

 “If life is often as hard as this, I don’t see how we ever shall get through it,” added her sister despondently.
get through (乗り越える) [動] to manage to deal with a difficult situation
despondently (落胆したように) [副] in a very unhappy way
「もし人生がこれほどつらいものなら、どうやって乗り越えていけばいいのかわからない」と妹は落胆したように付け加えた。

 Here the clock struck twelve, and both forgot themselves in watching Beth, for they fancied a change passed over her wan face.
wan (青白い) [形] lacking in color or vitality
その時、時計が12時を打ち、2人はベスを見守ることに我を忘れた。ベスの青白い顔に変化が起こったように思えたからだ。
The house was still as death, and nothing but the wailing of the wind broke the deep hush.
家は死んだように静かで、風の音だけが深い静寂を破っていた。
Weary Hannah slept on, and no one but the sisters saw the pale shadow which seemed to fall upon the little bed.
weary (疲れた) [形] feeling or showing extreme tiredness
sleep on (眠り続ける) [動] continue sleeping
fall upon (落ちる) [動] come suddenly or unexpectedly
疲れたハンナは眠り続け、小さなベッドに落ちたように見える青白い影を姉妹以外は誰も見なかった。
An hour went by, and nothing happened except Laurie’s quiet departure for the station.
station (駅) [名] a terminal for trains or buses
1時間が過ぎ、ローリーが静かに駅に向かったこと以外は何も起こらなかった。
Another hour, still no one came, and anxious fears of delay in the storm, or accidents by the way, or, worst of all, a great grief at Washington, haunted the girls.
another hour (さらに1時間) [名] an additional hour
storm (嵐) [名] a violent disturbance of the atmosphere with strong winds and usually rain, snow, or hail
haunt (襲う) [動] visit frequently or habitually
さらに1時間が過ぎ、まだ誰も来ず、嵐で遅れているのか、途中で事故に遭ったのか、あるいは最悪の場合、ワシントンで何か悲しいことがあったのかと、不安な気持ちが少女たちを襲った。

 It was past two, when Jo, who stood at the window thinking how dreary the world looked in its winding sheet of snow, heard a movement by the bed, and turning quickly, saw Meg kneeling before their mother’s easy chair with her face hidden.
2時を過ぎ、窓辺に立って、雪の覆いに覆われた世界がどれほどわびしく見えるかを考えていたジョーは、ベッドのそばで物音がするのを聞き、素早く振り返ると、メグが母親の安楽椅子の前にひざまずいて顔を隠しているのを見た。
A dreadful fear passed coldly over Jo, as she thought, “Beth is dead, and Meg is afraid to tell me.”
恐ろしい恐怖がジョーを冷たく襲い、「ベスが死んで、メグは私に言うのを恐れている」と思った。

 She was back at her post in an instant, and to her excited eyes a great change seemed to have taken place.
in an instant (すぐに) [副] immediately; at once
post (持ち場) [名] a job or position
彼女はすぐに自分の持ち場に戻り、興奮した目には大きな変化が起こったように見えた。
The fever flush and the look of pain were gone, and the beloved little face looked so pale and peaceful in its utter repose that Jo felt no desire to weep or to lament.
fever flush (熱の紅潮) [名] a reddening of the skin caused by a fever
look of pain (痛みの表情) [名] an expression of pain
be gone (消える) [動] to be no longer present
little face (小さな顔) [名] a small face
look so pale (とても青白く見える) [動] to appear very pale
utter repose (完全な安らぎ) [名] a state of complete rest or relaxation
feel no desire (したいという気持ちを感じない) [動] to not have any desire to do something
熱の紅潮と痛みの表情は消え、愛する小さな顔は、その完全な安らぎの中でとても青白く穏やかに見えたので、ジョーは泣いたり嘆いたりしたいという気持ちを感じなかった。
Leaning low over this dearest of her sisters, she kissed the damp forehead with her heart on her lips, and softly whispered, “Good-by, my Beth. Good-by!”
low (低く) [副] to a small extent
彼女は姉妹の中で一番愛するこの人の上に低く身を乗り出し、唇に心を込めて湿った額にキスをし、「さようなら、ベス。さようなら!」とそっとささやいた。

 As if awaked by the stir, Hannah started out of her sleep, hurried to the bed, looked at Beth, felt her hands, listened at her lips, and then, throwing her apron over her head, sat down to rock to and fro, exclaiming, under her breath, “The fever’s turned, she’s sleepin’ nat’ral, her skin’s damp, and she breathes easy. Praise be given!
awake (起こす) [動] cause to stop sleeping
stir (騒ぎ) [名] a disturbance or commotion
start out (飛び起きる) [動] begin
under one's breath (息を切らして) [副] in a whisper
ハンナは騒ぎに起こされたかのように、眠りから覚めてベッドに急ぎ、ベスを見て、手を触り、唇に耳を当て、それからエプロンを頭からかぶって、前後に揺れながら座り、息を切らして叫んだ。「熱が下がった、自然に眠っている、肌が湿っている、呼吸が楽だ。神に感謝!
Oh, my goodness me!”
my goodness (なんてことだ) [名] an expression of surprise or disgust
ああ、なんてことだ!」

 Before the girls could believe the happy truth, the doctor came to confirm it.
娘たちがこの幸せな真実を信じきれないうちに、医者がそれを確かめに来た。
He was a homely man, but they thought his face quite heavenly when he smiled and said, with a fatherly look at them, “Yes, my dears, I think the little girl will pull through this time.
homely (平凡な) [形] not good-looking
fatherly (父親のような) [形] like a father
pull through (助かる) [動] to recover from an illness or difficult situation
彼は平凡な男だったが、娘たちを父親のような目で見て微笑みながら「そう、お嬢さんたち、今度はお嬢さんは助かると思います。
Keep the house quiet, let her sleep, and when she wakes, give her...”
家を静かに保って、彼女を寝かせてください、そして彼女が起きたら、彼女に・・・」

 What they were to give, neither heard, for both crept into the dark hall, and, sitting on the stairs, held each other close, rejoicing with hearts too full for words.
何を与えるべきか、どちらも聞いていなかった、なぜなら二人とも暗い玄関に忍び込み、階段に座り、互いに抱き合い、言葉にできないほど心が満たされて喜びに浸っていたからだ。
When they went back to be kissed and cuddled by faithful Hannah, they found Beth lying, as she used to do, with her cheek pillowed on her hand, the dreadful pallor gone, and breathing quietly, as if just fallen asleep.
pillow (のせる) [動] rest or lay on or as if on a pillow
pallor (青白さ) [名] an unhealthy paleness
忠実なハンナにキスされ抱きしめられるために戻ると、ベスがいつものように頬を手にのせて横たわっているのを見つけ、恐ろしい青白さは消え、まるで眠りについたばかりのように静かに呼吸していた。

 “If Mother would only come now!” said Jo, as the winter night began to wane.
wane (終わりに近づく) [動] decrease in size, amount, or intensity
「ママが今来てくれたら!」と冬の夜が終わりに近づき始めた頃、ジョーは言った。

 “See,” said Meg, coming up with a white, half-opened rose, “I thought this would hardly be ready to lay in Beth’s hand tomorrow if she—went away from us.
come up with (手にやって来る) [動] to manage to produce, deliver, or present something by inventing, creating, thinking of, or obtaining it
half-opened (半分開いた) [形] partially open
「見て」とメグは半分開いた白いバラを手にやって来て言った、「もしベスが明日私たちから去ってしまったら、これをベスの手に置く準備がほとんどできないと思ったの。
But it has blossomed in the night, and now I mean to put it in my vase here, so that when the darling wakes, the first thing she sees will be the little rose, and Mother’s face.”
でも夜の間に花が咲いたから、ここに私の花瓶に入れて、ベスが起きたら最初に目に入るのがこの小さなバラとママの顔になるようにしようと思うの。」

 Never had the sun risen so beautifully, and never had the world seemed so lovely as it did to the heavy eyes of Meg and Jo, as they looked out in the early morning, when their long, sad vigil was done.
rise (昇る) [動] move from a lower position to a higher position
early morning (早朝) [名] the time of day from about 4 a.m. to about 8 a.m.
vigil (夜伽) [名] a period of keeping awake during the night, especially to keep watch or pray
長く悲しい夜伽が終わった早朝、メグとジョーは重い目で外を眺めたが、太陽がこれほど美しく昇ったことも、世界がこれほど愛らしく思えたこともなかった。

 “It looks like a fairy world,” said Meg, smiling to herself, as she stood behind the curtain, watching the dazzling sight.
「おとぎの国みたい」とメグはカーテンの後ろに立ってまばゆい光景を眺めながら、独り言を言った。

 “Hark!” cried Jo, starting to her feet.
hark (聞いて) [動] listen attentively
start to one's feet (立ち上がる) [動] rise to a standing position
「聞いて!」とジョーは叫び、立ち上がった。

 Yes, there was a sound of bells at the door below, a cry from Hannah, and then Laurie’s voice saying in a joyful whisper, “Girls, she’s come! She’s come!”
確かに、階下の玄関でベルが鳴り、ハンナの叫び声が聞こえ、それからローリーの声が嬉しそうにささやいた。「みんな、ママが帰ってきたよ! 帰ってきたよ!」