Chapter XXXII: The Pass List Is Out
list (発表) [名] a series of names, items, or numbers written or printed together in a meaningful grouping
第32章: 合格者発表

 With the end of June came the close of the term and the close of Miss Stacy’s rule in Avonlea school.
close (終わり) [名] the final part of something
rule (教師生活) [名] the period of time during which someone is in a position of authority
6月末に学期が終わり、ステイシー先生のエイボンリー学校での教師生活も終わりを告げた。
Anne and Diana walked home that evening feeling very sober indeed.
その夜、アンとダイアナは実に落ち着いた気持ちで家路についた。
Red eyes and damp handkerchiefs bore convincing testimony to the fact that Miss Stacy’s farewell words must have been quite as touching as Mr. Phillips’s had been under similar circumstances three years before.
bear (物語る) [動] to give or supply
convincing (雄弁な) [形] able to persuade people that something is true or correct
have been (だった) [助] to have existed or happened in the past
quite (同じくらい) [副] to the greatest extent or degree
touching (感動的) [形] arousing strong feelings of sympathy, pity, or admiration
had been (だった) [助] to have existed or happened in the past
similar (似た) [形] having a likeness or resemblance
three years before (3年前) [名] a period of three years
赤くなった目と湿ったハンカチは、ステイシー先生の別れの言葉が、3年前のフィリップス先生の別れの言葉と同じくらい感動的だったに違いないという事実を雄弁に物語っていた。
Diana looked back at the schoolhouse from the foot of the spruce hill and sighed deeply.
ダイアナはモミの木の丘のふもとから校舎を振り返り、深くため息をついた。

 “It does seem as if it was the end of everything, doesn’t it?” she said dismally.
dismally (悲しそうに) [副] in a sad or depressing way
「まるで全ての終わりみたいね」と彼女は悲しそうに言った。

 “You oughtn’t to feel half as badly as I do,” said Anne, hunting vainly for a dry spot on her handkerchief.
badly (ひどく) [副] in a bad manner
hunt (探す) [動] search for something
vainly (無駄に) [副] without success
dry (乾いた) [形] free from moisture or liquid
spot (部分) [名] a particular place or area
「あなたは私ほど悲しく感じてはいけないよ」とアンはハンカチの乾いた部分を探したが見つからなかった。
“You’ll be back again next winter, but I suppose I’ve left the dear old school forever—if I have good luck, that is.”
next winter (来年の冬) [名] the winter of the year after this one
good luck (幸運) [名] success or good fortune
「あなたは来年の冬に戻ってくるけど、私はこの愛すべき古い学校を永遠に去ったんだよ。もし運が良ければね。」

 “It won’t be a bit the same.
the same (同じ) [形] not different or changed
「全く同じにはならないよ。
Miss Stacy won’t be there, nor you nor Jane nor Ruby probably.
be there (いる) [動] be present
ステイシー先生もいないし、あなたもジェーンもルビーもおそらくいないよ。
I shall have to sit all alone, for I couldn’t bear to have another deskmate after you.
deskmate (机の相棒) [名] a person who sits at the same desk as you
私は一人ぼっちで座らなければならないよ。だってあなたの後に別の机の相棒を持つなんて耐えられないよ。
Oh, we have had jolly times, haven’t we, Anne?
ああ、私たちは楽しい時を過ごしたよね、アン?
It’s dreadful to think they’re all over.”
それが全部終わっちゃうなんて考えただけでも恐ろしい。」

 Two big tears rolled down by Diana’s nose.
二つの大きな涙がダイアナの鼻の横を転がり落ちた。

 “If you would stop crying I could,” said Anne imploringly.
stop crying (泣き止む) [動] stop crying
imploringly (懇願するように) [副] in a way that shows you are begging someone to do something
「あなたが泣き止んでくれればできるよ」とアンは懇願するように言った。
“Just as soon as I put away my hanky I see you brimming up and that starts me off again.
start (泣き出す) [動] to begin to do something
「ハンカチをしまうとすぐにあなたが涙ぐんでいるのを見ちゃって、それでまた泣き出しちゃうの。
As Mrs. Lynde says, ‘If you can’t be cheerful, be as cheerful as you can.’
as you can (できるだけ) [副] to the extent or degree that is possible
リンド夫人が言うように、「元気になれなくても、できるだけ元気でいなさい」
After all, I dare say I’ll be back next year.
dare say (思う) [動] to be fairly sure or certain
結局、来年には戻ってくると思うよ。
This is one of the times I know I’m not going to pass.
one of the times (時の1つ) [名] an instance of something
not going to (しない) [助] have something already planned or arranged; have something that is bound to happen; will
これは私が合格しないことを知っている時の1つだ。
They’re getting alarmingly frequent.”
alarmingly (驚くほど) [副] in a way that causes fear or worry
frequent (頻繁) [形] happening or done often or regularly
驚くほど頻繁になってきているよ」

 “Why, you came out splendidly in the exams Miss Stacy gave.”
come out (成績を収める) [動] to be published or released
splendidly (素晴らしい) [副] in a way that is impressive or very good
exam (試験) [名] a formal test of a person's knowledge or skill in a particular subject
「どうして、あなたはステイシー先生が出した試験で素晴らしい成績を収めたのに」

 “Yes, but those exams didn’t make me nervous.
「そうね、でもあの試験は私を緊張させなかったよ。
When I think of the real thing you can’t imagine what a horrid cold fluttery feeling comes round my heart.
real thing (本番) [名] the actual event or situation
can't imagine (想像できない) [動] be unable to form a mental image of something
fluttery (バクバクする) [形] moving or flapping quickly and lightly
come round (襲ってくる) [動] to change from one opinion, attitude, or course of action to another
本番のことを考えると、どんなに恐ろしく冷たく、心臓がバクバクするのか想像できないよ。
And then my number is thirteen and Josie Pye says it’s so unlucky.
number (番号) [名] a symbol or figure representing a particular quantity and used in counting and making calculations
unlucky (不吉な) [形] having or bringing bad luck
それに私の番号は13番で、ジョージー・パイはそれがとても不吉だと言うの。
I am not superstitious and I know it can make no difference.
be not (~ではない) [動] be not
superstitious (迷信深い) [形] having or showing a belief in superstitions
make no difference (何の違いも生まない) [動] have no effect
私は迷信深くないし、それが何の違いも生まないことは知っている。
But still I wish it wasn’t thirteen.”
でも、それでも13番でなければよかったのに」

 “I do wish I was going in with you,” said Diana.
go in (行く) [動] move or travel toward or into a place thought of as near or familiar to the speaker
「私も一緒に行けたらいいのに」とダイアナは言った。
“Wouldn’t we have a perfectly elegant time?
「とても優雅な時間を過ごせるでしょう?
But I suppose you’ll have to cram in the evenings.”
cram (詰め込む) [動] pack something or a lot of things tightly into a small space
でも、夜は詰め込み勉強をしなければならないでしょうね」

 “No; Miss Stacy has made us promise not to open a book at all.
「いいえ、ステイシー先生は、本を一切開かないと約束させました。
She says it would only tire and confuse us and we are to go out walking and not think about the exams at all and go to bed early.
tire (疲れる) [動] become weary
先生は、そうすると疲れて混乱するだけだから、散歩に出かけて試験のことは一切考えず、早く寝るようにと言いました。
It’s good advice, but I expect it will be hard to follow;
いいアドバイスですが、従うのは難しいと思います。
good advice is apt to be, I think.
apt (たいてい) [形] likely or inclined
いいアドバイスはたいていそうだと思います。
Prissy Andrews told me that she sat up half the night every night of her Entrance week and crammed for dear life;
sit up (起きる) [動] rise from a lying or sitting position
half the night (夜中) [名] the middle of the night
Entrance week (入学試験の週) [名] the week of the entrance exam
dear life (死に物狂い) [名] a very desperate situation
プリシー・アンドリュースは、入学試験の週は毎晩夜中まで起きて、死に物狂いで詰め込んだと言っていました。
and I had determined to sit up at least as long as she did.
sit up (夜更かしする) [動] to stay up late
私も少なくとも彼女と同じくらい夜更かししようと決めていました。
It was so kind of your Aunt Josephine to ask me to stay at Beechwood while I’m in town.”
Beechwood (ビーチウッド) [名] the name of a place
町にいる間はビーチウッドに泊まるようにと誘ってくださったジョセフィンおばさまは本当に親切ね」

 “You’ll write to me while you’re in, won’t you?”
in (いる) [前] expressing the situation of something that is or appears to be enclosed or surrounded by something else
「大学にいる間は手紙をくれるよね?」

 “I’ll write Tuesday night and tell you how the first day goes,” promised Anne.
「火曜日の夜に手紙を書いて、初日がどうだったか教えるよ」とアンは約束した。

 “I’ll be haunting the post office Wednesday,” vowed Diana.
「水曜日は郵便局に入り浸りになるよ」とダイアナは誓った。

 Anne went to town the following Monday and on Wednesday Diana haunted the post office, as agreed, and got her letter.
アンは翌週の月曜日に町へ行き、水曜日にダイアナは約束通り郵便局に入り浸りになって、手紙を受け取った。

 “Dearest Diana” [wrote Anne],
「ダイアナ、愛しい人」[アンは書いた]

 “Here it is Tuesday night and I’m writing this in the library at Beechwood.
「今は火曜日の夜で、私はビーチウッドの図書室でこれを書いています。
Last night I was horribly lonesome all alone in my room and wished so much you were with me.
horribly (とても) [副] in a very bad or unpleasant way
with me (一緒に) [副] in or into association with oneself
昨夜は部屋で一人ぼっちでとても寂しくて、あなたが一緒にいてくれたらどんなによかったかと思いました。
I couldn’t ‘cram’ because I’d promised Miss Stacy not to, but it was as hard to keep from opening my history as it used to be to keep from reading a story before my lessons were learned.
ステイシー先生に約束したから「詰め込み」はできなかったけど、歴史の教科書を開かないようにするのは、宿題が終わるまで物語を読まないようにするのと同じくらい難しかった。

 “This morning Miss Stacy came for me and we went to the Academy, calling for Jane and Ruby and Josie on our way.
call for (呼ぶ) [動] to say or shout someone's name loudly in order to attract their attention
「今朝ステイシー先生が迎えに来てくれて、ジェーンとルビーとジョシーを呼びながらアカデミーに行きました。
Ruby asked me to feel her hands and they were as cold as ice.
feel (触る) [動] experience through touch
ルビーは私に彼女の手を触るように頼んだが、それは氷のように冷たかった。
Josie said I looked as if I hadn’t slept a wink and she didn’t believe I was strong enough to stand the grind of the teacher’s course even if I did get through.
hadn't slept a wink (一睡もしていない) [動] to not have slept at all
didn't believe (~とは思わなかった) [動] to not have faith or confidence in
strong enough (十分に強い) [形] having the power to perform
stand the grind (過酷さに耐える) [動] to endure something difficult or unpleasant
teacher's course (教師コース) [名] a course of study that prepares students to become teachers
ジョシーは私が一睡もしていないように見えると言い、私が合格したとしても教師コースの過酷さに耐えられるほど強くはないと思った。
There are times and seasons even yet when I don’t feel that I’ve made any great headway in learning to like Josie Pye!
season (季節) [名] any of the four divisions of the year (spring, summer, autumn, and winter)
ジョシー・パイを好きになる努力があまり進歩していないと感じる時が今でもあります!

 “When we reached the Academy there were scores of students there from all over the Island.
Academy (アカデミー) [名] a place of higher learning
score (大勢) [名] a large number
student (生徒) [名] a learner who is enrolled in an educational institution
all over (中から) [前] throughout
「アカデミーに着くと、島中から大勢の生徒が集まっていました。
The first person we saw was Moody Spurgeon sitting on the steps and muttering away to himself.
step (階段) [名] a flat surface one foot wide on which you put your foot when you go up or down stairs
最初に目についたのは、階段に座って独り言を言っているムーディー・スパージョンだった。
Jane asked him what on earth he was doing and he said he was repeating the multiplication table over and over to steady his nerves and for pity’s sake not to interrupt him, because if he stopped for a moment he got frightened and forgot everything he ever knew, but the multiplication table kept all his facts firmly in their proper place!
for pity's sake (邪魔をしないでくれ) [間] used to express a strong request
proper place (適切な場所) [名] the right or appropriate place
ジェーンはいったい何をしているのかと尋ねると、彼は神経を落ち着かせるために九九を何度も繰り返していると言い、一瞬でもやめてしまうと怖くなって今まで知っていることをすべて忘れてしまうから、邪魔をしないでくれと言った。九九は彼のすべての事実を適切な場所にしっかりと保管していたのだ!

 “When we were assigned to our rooms Miss Stacy had to leave us.
be assigned to (割り当てられる) [動] be given a task or a responsibility
「部屋が割り当てられると、ステイシー先生は私たちの元を去らなければならなかった。
Jane and I sat together and Jane was so composed that I envied her.
compose (落ち着く) [動] make or create
ジェーンと私は一緒に座ったが、ジェーンはとても落ち着いていたので、私は彼女がうらやましかった。
No need of the multiplication table for good, steady, sensible Jane!
九九は、善良で落ち着きのある、賢いジェーンには必要なかった!
I wondered if I looked as I felt and if they could hear my heart thumping clear across the room.
thump (音を立てる) [動] to make a loud, heavy noise
私は自分の気持ちが顔に出ていないか、部屋の向こうから私の心臓の音が聞こえていないかと思った。
Then a man came in and began distributing the English examination sheets.
distribute (配る) [動] give something to a number of people
それから男性が入ってきて、英語の試験問題を配り始めた。
My hands grew cold then and my head fairly whirled around as I picked it up.
私の手は冷たくなり、それを拾い上げると頭がぐるぐる回った。
Just one awful moment—Diana, I felt exactly as I did four years ago when I asked Marilla if I might stay at Green Gables—and then everything cleared up in my mind and my heart began beating again—I forgot to say that it had stopped altogether!—for I knew I could do something with that paper anyhow.
just one (たった一瞬の) [形] only one
then (そして) [副] after that; next; afterwards
clear up (晴れる) [動] become fine after a period of bad weather
beat (動き始める) [動] make a regular sound
altogether (完全に) [副] completely; totally
たった一瞬の恐ろしい瞬間だったわーダイアナ、私は4年前にグリーン・ゲイブルズに残ってもいいかどうかマリラに尋ねた時と全く同じように感じたのーそして、私の心の中で全てが晴れ、私の心臓は再び動き始めたのー私はそれが完全に止まっていたと言うのを忘れていたよ! ー私はとにかくその紙で何かできると分かっていたから。

 “At noon we went home for dinner and then back again for history in the afternoon.
noon (正午) [名] twelve o'clock in the daytime
「正午に私たちは昼食のために家に帰り、午後には歴史の授業のためにまた戻りました。
The history was a pretty hard paper and I got dreadfully mixed up in the dates.
paper (問題) [名] a set of questions or exercises evaluating knowledge
get mixed up (混乱させる) [動] to confuse two or more things
date (日付) [名] a day of the month or year
歴史はかなり難しい問題で、私は日付をひどく混乱させてしまいました。
Still, I think I did fairly well today.
それでも、今日はかなりうまくいったと思う。
But oh, Diana, tomorrow the geometry exam comes off and when I think of it it takes every bit of determination I possess to keep from opening my Euclid.
come off (ある) [動] happen or take place
Euclid (ユークリッド) [名] a Greek mathematician who lived about 300 BC and is regarded as the father of geometry
でも、ダイアナ、明日は幾何学の試験があって、それを思うとユークリッドを開かないようにするのに私の持っている決意の全てが必要なの。
If I thought the multiplication table would help me any I would recite it from now till tomorrow morning.
九九が役に立つと思ったら、今から明日の朝まで暗唱するよ。

 “I went down to see the other girls this evening.
「今夜、他の女の子たちに会いに行ったの。
On my way I met Moody Spurgeon wandering distractedly around.
on my way (途中で) [名] while I was going somewhere
wander (歩き回る) [動] walk or move around aimlessly or unhurriedly
distractedly (ぼんやりと) [副] in a state of mental confusion
途中で、ムーディー・スパージョンがぼんやりと歩き回っているのに出会った。
He said he knew he had failed in history and he was born to be a disappointment to his parents and he was going home on the morning train;
disappoint (失望させる) [動] fail to meet the hopes or expectations of
彼は歴史で失敗したことを知っていて、両親を失望させるために生まれてきたので、朝の電車で家に帰るつもりだと言った。
and it would be easier to be a carpenter than a minister, anyhow.
carpenter (大工) [名] a person who makes and repairs wooden structures
easier (簡単) [形] requiring less effort
とにかく、大工になるのは牧師になるより簡単だろう。
I cheered him up and persuaded him to stay to the end because it would be unfair to Miss Stacy if he didn’t.
cheer up (元気づける) [動] make someone feel happier
persuade (説得する) [動] cause someone to do something by reasoning with them or giving them advice
unfair (失礼) [形] not just or fair; unjust
私は彼を元気づけて、最後まで残るように説得した。そうしなければステイシー先生に失礼だからだ。
Sometimes I have wished I was born a boy, but when I see Moody Spurgeon I’m always glad I’m a girl and not his sister.
時々、男の子に生まれたかったと思うことがあるけど、ムーディー・スパージョンを見ると、いつも自分が女の子で、彼の妹ではないことを嬉しく思う。

 “Ruby was in hysterics when I reached their boardinghouse;
boardinghouse (下宿) [名] a house where people pay to live and eat
「私が下宿に着いた時、ルビーはヒステリーを起こしていた。
she had just discovered a fearful mistake she had made in her English paper.
彼女は英語の答案用紙に恐ろしい間違いを犯したことに気が付いたばかりだった。
When she recovered we went uptown and had an ice cream.
go uptown (街に出る) [動] go to the city center
彼女が落ち着いた後、私たちは街に出てアイスクリームを食べた。
How we wished you had been with us.
あなたが一緒にいたらどんなによかったか。

 “Oh, Diana, if only the geometry examination were over!
geometry (幾何) [名] a branch of mathematics concerned with the properties and relations of points, lines, surfaces, solids, and higher dimensional analogues
「ああ、ダイアナ、幾何の試験さえ終われば!
But there, as Mrs. Lynde would say, the sun will go on rising and setting whether I fail in geometry or not.
でも、リンデさんが言うように、私が幾何で落第しようがしまいが、太陽は昇り沈み続けるのよね。
That is true but not especially comforting.
それは本当だけど、特に慰めにはならないよ。
I think I’d rather it didn’t go on if I failed!
落第したら、太陽が昇り沈み続けない方がいいと思うよ!

 “Yours devotedly,
yours devotedly (敬具) [名] a phrase used to end a letter
「敬具

 “Anne”
「アン」

 The geometry examination and all the others were over in due time and Anne arrived home on Friday evening, rather tired but with an air of chastened triumph about her.
geometry examination (幾何の試験) [名] a test of one's knowledge of geometry
Friday evening (金曜日の夕方) [名] the evening of the day of the week before Saturday and following Thursday
rather tired (かなり疲れた) [形] very tired
air (雰囲気) [名] the general mood or tone of something
chastened triumph (落ち着いた勝利) [名] a victory that is tempered by humility or modesty
幾何の試験も他の試験も予定通りに終わり、アンは金曜日の夕方、かなり疲れた様子ではあったが、落ち着いた勝利の雰囲気を漂わせて帰宅した。
Diana was over at Green Gables when she arrived and they met as if they had been parted for years.
meet (再会する) [動] to come together with someone by chance or arrangement
アンが帰宅した時、ダイアナはグリーン・ゲイブルズに来ていて、二人はまるで何年も離れていたかのように再会を喜んだ。

 “You old darling, it’s perfectly splendid to see you back again.
darling (愛しい人) [名] a person who is very dear to you
「アン、また会えて本当に嬉しいよ。
It seems like an age since you went to town and oh, Anne, how did you get along?”
seem like (~みたいだ) [動] appear to be
町に行ってからずいぶん経ったみたい。アン、どうだった?」

 “Pretty well, I think, in everything but the geometry.
「幾何以外は、かなりうまくいったと思うよ。
I don’t know whether I passed in it or not
whether (かどうか) [接] used to introduce a clause expressing a doubt, choice, or alternative
幾何は合格したかどうかわからないけど。
and I have a creepy, crawly presentiment that I didn’t.
creepy (気味の悪い) [形] causing an unpleasant feeling of fear or unease
crawly (這うような) [形] moving slowly
合格しなかったという嫌な予感がするよ。
Oh, how good it is to be back!
ああ、帰って来れてよかった!
Green Gables is the dearest, loveliest spot in the world.”
dearest (一番愛すべき) [形] most beloved
loveliest (一番愛すべき) [形] most beautiful
グリーン・ゲイブルズは世界で一番愛すべき場所だよ」

 “How did the others do?”
「他の人はどうなったの?」

 “The girls say they know they didn’t pass, but I think they did pretty well.
「他の子たちは落ちたと言ってるけど、私はみんなよくやったと思うよ。
Josie says the geometry was so easy a child of ten could do it!
do (解ける) [動] carry out or finish
ジョージーなんて、幾何は簡単すぎて10歳の子供でも解けるって言ってたよ!
Moody Spurgeon still thinks he failed in history and Charlie says he failed in algebra.
ムーディー・スパージョンは歴史で落ちたと思ってるし、チャーリーは代数で落ちたと言ってるよ。
But we don’t really know anything about it and won’t until the pass list is out.
でも、合格者リストが出るまでは何もわからないよ。
That won’t be for a fortnight.
be for (かかる) [動] be intended for
合格者リストが出るまでは2週間かかるよ。
Fancy living a fortnight in such suspense!
living (過ごす) [動] to be alive
2週間もそんな不安な気持ちで過ごすなんて!
I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up until it is over.”
寝て、結果が出るまで起きなければいいのに」

 Diana knew it would be useless to ask how Gilbert Blythe had fared, so she merely said:
useless (無駄な) [形] not serving any purpose or not producing any result
fare (どうだったか) [動] get along or manage
ダイアナはギルバート・ブライスがどうだったか尋ねても無駄だとわかっていたので、ただこう言った。

 “Oh, you’ll pass all right. Don’t worry.”
「ああ、あなたは大丈夫よ。心配しないで」

 “I’d rather not pass at all than not come out pretty well up on the list,” flashed Anne, by which she meant—and Diana knew she meant—that success would be incomplete and bitter if she did not come out ahead of Gilbert Blythe.
not pass (受からない) [動] fail to pass
come out (食い込む) [動] be published or released
up on (上位に) [前] in a higher position
incomplete (不完全な) [形] not complete; unfinished
come out ahead of (上位に食い込む) [動] be in a more advanced position than
「かなり上位に食い込めないくらいなら、受からない方がましだよ」とアンは言い返したが、それはギルバート・ブライスより上位に食い込めなければ、成功は不完全で苦いものになるだろうという意味で、ダイアナもその意味を理解していた。

 With this end in view Anne had strained every nerve during the examinations.
with this end in view (これを目標に) [句] with this goal in mind
strain (張り詰める) [動] to stretch or pull something tightly
アンはこれを目標に、試験中は神経を張り詰めていた。
So had Gilbert.
so (そう) [副] to the same extent
had (そうだった) [助] used with a past participle to form the past perfect tense
ギルバートもそうだった。
They had met and passed each other on the street a dozen times without any sign of recognition and every time Anne had held her head a little higher and wished a little more earnestly that she had made friends with Gilbert when he asked her, and vowed a little more determinedly to surpass him in the examination.
pass (すれ違う) [動] go past or across
recognition (気づかない) [名] the action of recognizing someone or something
hold (上げる) [動] keep or maintain in a specified position
二人は道で何度もすれ違ったが、お互いに気づかないふりをしていた。そのたびにアンはもう少し頭を高く上げ、ギルバートが友達になろうと言ったとき、友達になっておけばよかったと少し後悔し、試験では彼に勝つと決意を新たにした。
She knew that all Avonlea junior was wondering which would come out first;
junior (下級生) [名] a person who is younger or has less experience than someone else
come out (なる) [動] to be made known or public
アンは、アヴォンリーの下級生全員がどちらが一位になるか気になっていることを知っていたし、
she even knew that Jimmy Glover and Ned Wright had a bet on the question and that Josie Pye had said there was no doubt in the world that Gilbert would be first;
Ned Wright (ネッド・ライト) [名] a boy in Anne's class
ジミー・グラバーとネッド・ライトがどちらが一位になるか賭けをしていることや、ジョージー・パイがギルバートが一位になることは間違いないと言っていることまで知っていた。
and she felt that her humiliation would be unbearable if she failed.
アンは、もし自分が一位を逃したら、その屈辱に耐えられないと思った。

 But she had another and nobler motive for wishing to do well.
しかし、アンにはもう一つ、もっと高尚な動機があった。
She wanted to “pass high” for the sake of Matthew and Marilla—especially Matthew.
for the sake of (のために) [前] with the aim of achieving
マシューとマリラのために、特にマシューのために、アンは「良い成績で合格」したかった。
Matthew had declared to her his conviction that she “would beat the whole Island.”
beat (一番になる) [動] to be better than someone or something
マシューはアンが「島全体で一番になる」と確信していると宣言していた。
That, Anne felt, was something it would be foolish to hope for even in the wildest dreams.
hope (期待する) [動] to want something to happen or be true
アンは、それはどんなに大胆な夢でも期待するのは愚かなことだろうと思った。
But she did hope fervently that she would be among the first ten at least, so that she might see Matthew’s kindly brown eyes gleam with pride in her achievement.
fervently (熱望する) [副] with great warmth or intensity of feeling
kindly (優しい) [形] having or showing a friendly, generous, or considerate nature
eyes (瞳) [名] the organ of vision
しかし、アンは少なくとも上位10位以内に入り、マシューの優しい茶色の瞳が自分の成績を誇りに思って輝くのを見たいと熱望していた。
That, she felt, would be a sweet reward indeed for all her hard work and patient grubbing among unimaginative equations and conjugations.
hard work (努力) [名] a great deal of effort or endurance
grubbing (掘り下げる) [動] to dig up or out
unimaginative (想像力に欠ける) [形] lacking imagination or originality
equation (方程式) [名] a statement that two mathematical expressions are equal
conjugation (活用形) [名] the inflection of a verb according to tense, person, number, and mood
アンは、それが自分の努力と、想像力に欠ける方程式や活用形を辛抱強く掘り下げてきたことに対する、本当に甘い報酬になるだろうと感じていた。

 At the end of the fortnight Anne took to “haunting” the post office also, in the distracted company of Jane, Ruby, and Josie, opening the Charlottetown dailies with shaking hands and cold, sinkaway feelings as bad as any experienced during the Entrance week.
take to (するようになる) [動] to begin to do something regularly
in the company of (と一緒に) [前] in the presence of
distracted (取り乱した) [形] unable to concentrate
dailies (日刊紙) [名] a newspaper published every day
shaking (震える) [形] moving or making small rapid movements from side to side
sinkaway (沈む) [形] going down
as bad as (と同じくらいひどい) [前] to the same degree
experienced (経験した) [動] to have undergone or encountered
二週間の終わりに、アンはジェーン、ルビー、ジョシーと一緒に郵便局にも「出没」するようになり、入学試験の週に経験したのと同じくらいひどい、震える手と冷たく沈む気持ちでシャーロッタウンの日刊紙を開いた。
Charlie and Gilbert were not above doing this too, but Moody Spurgeon stayed resolutely away.
チャーリーとギルバートもそうしていたが、ムーディー・スパージョンは断固として近寄らなかった。

 “I haven’t got the grit to go there and look at a paper in cold blood,” he told Anne.
grit (勇気) [名] firmness of mind or spirit; unyielding courage in the face of hardship or danger
go there (あそこに行く) [動] go to that place
cold blood (冷静) [名] a state of mind in which one is not affected by emotion or passion
「あそこに行って冷静に新聞を見る勇気がない」と彼はアンに言った。
“I’m just going to wait until somebody comes and tells me suddenly whether I’ve passed or not.”
「誰かが来て、合格したかどうかを突然教えてくれるまで待つつもりだ」

 When three weeks had gone by without the pass list appearing Anne began to feel that she really couldn’t stand the strain much longer.
three weeks (三週間) [名] a period of 21 days
go by (過ぎる) [動] pass
appear (発表される) [動] become visible
begin to feel (感じ始める) [動] start to have a feeling
strain (緊張) [名] a state of mental or emotional tension or suspense
stand (耐える) [動] be able to tolerate or endure
合格者リストが発表されないまま三週間が過ぎ、アンは本当にこれ以上緊張に耐えられないと感じ始めた。
Her appetite failed and her interest in Avonlea doings languished.
fail (なくなる) [動] to be unsuccessful in doing or achieving something
doings (出来事) [名] events or activities
languish (薄れる) [動] to lose or lack vitality, force, or effectiveness
食欲がなくなり、アヴォンリーの出来事への関心も薄れた。
Mrs. Lynde wanted to know what else you could expect with a Tory superintendent of education at the head of affairs, and Matthew, noting Anne’s paleness and indifference and the lagging steps that bore her home from the post office every afternoon, began seriously to wonder if he hadn’t better vote Grit at the next election.
else (ほかに) [副] in addition; besides
affair (事柄) [名] a matter or situation
noting (注目する) [動] to notice or observe something
paleness (青白い顔) [名] the condition of being pale
indifference (無関心な態度) [名] a lack of interest or concern
lagging (引きずるように歩く) [動] to move slowly or with difficulty
bore (歩く) [動] to move or travel in a specified way
hadn't better (した方がいい) [動] should
Grit (自由党) [名] a member of the Liberal Party
リンド夫人は、教育長官が保守党の人間ではこんなものかと知りたがり、マシューは、アンの青白い顔と無関心な態度、毎日午後郵便局から家まで引きずるように歩く足取りを見て、次の選挙では自由党に投票した方がいいのではないかと真剣に考え始めた。

 But one evening the news came.
しかし、ある夕方、知らせが届いた。
Anne was sitting at her open window, for the time forgetful of the woes of examinations and the cares of the world, as she drank in the beauty of the summer dusk, sweet-scented with flower breaths from the garden below and sibilant and rustling from the stir of poplars.
forgetful (忘れる) [形] not able to remember things
care (心配事) [名] worry, anxiety, or concern
drink (堪能する) [動] take into the mouth and swallow
アンは開け放した窓辺に座り、試験の苦労や世の中の心配事をしばし忘れて、下の庭から漂う花の香りと、ポプラの木のざわめきが聞こえる夏の夕暮れの美しさを堪能していた。
The eastern sky above the firs was flushed faintly pink from the reflection of the west, and Anne was wondering dreamily if the spirit of color looked like that, when she saw Diana come flying down through the firs, over the log bridge, and up the slope, with a fluttering newspaper in her hand.
eastern sky (東の空) [名] the sky in the east
faintly (かすかに) [副] to a small degree
come flying (駆け上がってくる) [動] to move quickly
newspaper (新聞紙) [名] a publication consisting of folded unstapled sheets and containing news, articles, advertisements and correspondence
モミの木の上の東の空は、西の空の反射でかすかにピンク色に染まっており、アンは色の精霊はこんな風に見えるのだろうかと夢見心地に考えていた。その時、ダイアナがモミの木の間を抜け、丸太橋を渡り、坂を駆け上がってくるのが見えた。手には新聞紙がはためいていた。

 Anne sprang to her feet, knowing at once what that paper contained.
know at once (すぐに分かる) [動] to understand something immediately
アンは、その新聞に何が書いてあるかすぐに分かり、飛び上がった。
The pass list was out!
be out (出る) [動] to be released or made available
合格者リストが出たんだ!
Her head whirled and her heart beat until it hurt her.
whirl (ぐるぐる回る) [動] move or cause to move rapidly around and around
頭がぐるぐる回り、心臓が痛くなるほどドキドキした。
She could not move a step.
一歩も動けなかった。
It seemed an hour to her before Diana came rushing along the hall and burst into the room without even knocking, so great was her excitement.
burst (飛び込む) [動] move or cause to move suddenly and forcefully
ダイアナが廊下を駆けてきて、興奮のあまりノックもせずに部屋に飛び込んでくるまで、アンには一時間にも思えた。

 “Anne, you’ve passed,” she cried, “passed the very first—you and Gilbert both—you’re ties—but your name is first.
「アン、合格したよ」と彼女は叫んだ。「一番で合格したのよ。あなたとギルバートが二人とも。同点だけど、あなたの名前が先よ。
Oh, I’m so proud!”
ああ、とても誇らしいよ!」

 Diana flung the paper on the table and herself on Anne’s bed, utterly breathless and incapable of further speech.
fling (放り投げる) [動] throw or move with a violent or sudden movement
incapable (できない) [形] lacking the ability to do something
ダイアナは新聞をテーブルに放り投げ、アンのベッドに身を投げ出した。息も絶え絶えで、それ以上話すことはできなかった。
Anne lighted the lamp, oversetting the match safe and using up half a dozen matches before her shaking hands could accomplish the task.
overset (ひっくりかえす) [動] turn upside down
match (マッチ) [名] a small stick of wood or cardboard with a tip coated with a chemical that produces a flame when rubbed against a rough surface
safe (箱) [名] a box or other container with a lock
use up (無駄にする) [動] consume or spend entirely
accomplish (成し遂げる) [動] successfully complete
アンはランプに火をともしたが、マッチ箱をひっくりかえし、震える手で火をともすまでに半ダースもマッチを無駄にした。
Then she snatched up the paper.
snatch (ひっつかむ) [動] to grab something suddenly and quickly
それから彼女は新聞をひっつかんだ。
Yes, she had passed—there was her name at the very top of a list of two hundred!
two hundred (二百) [名] the number 200
合格していた。二百人の名前が載ったリストの一番上に彼女の名前があったのだ!
That moment was worth living for.
living (生きる) [動] be alive
この瞬間のために生きてきた甲斐があった。

 “You did just splendidly, Anne,” puffed Diana, recovering sufficiently to sit up and speak, for Anne, starry eyed and rapt, had not uttered a word.
splendidly (すばらしく) [副] in a very impressive way
puff (息を切らす) [動] breathe with short, quick breaths
starry eyed (目を輝かせる) [形] having or showing a lot of hope and excitement
rapt (夢中になる) [形] so interested in something that you do not notice anything else
「アン、すばらしかったよ」とダイアナは息を切らしながら言った。彼女は十分に回復して起き上がり、話すことができたが、アンは目を輝かせ、夢中になっていて、一言も発していなかった。
“Father brought the paper home from Bright River not ten minutes ago—it came out on the afternoon train, you know, and won’t be here till tomorrow by mail—and when I saw the pass list I just rushed over like a wild thing.
not ten minutes ago (たった10分前) [名] a very short time ago
come out (届く) [動] to be made available to the public
won't be here (届かない) [動] will not arrive
mail (郵便) [名] letters and packages delivered by the post office
rush over (飛び出す) [動] to move or go quickly
wild thing (狂ったように) [名] a person or animal that is not tame or domesticated
「お父さんがブライト・リバーから新聞を持ち帰ったのは、たった10分前のことよ。午後の列車で届いたんだけど、郵便だと明日まで届かないのよ。合格者リストを見たら、狂ったように飛び出してきたの。
You’ve all passed, every one of you, Moody Spurgeon and all, although he’s conditioned in history.
every one (一人残らず) [名] each person in a group
みんな合格したのよ。一人残らず。ムーディー・スパージョンも合格したけど、歴史は条件付きだったよ。
Jane and Ruby did pretty well—they’re halfway up—and so did Charlie.
do pretty well (かなりいい成績だった) [動] perform well
ジェーンとルビーもかなりいい成績だったよ。中位よ。チャーリーもそう。
Josie just scraped through with three marks to spare, but you’ll see she’ll put on as many airs as if she’d led.
scrape through (ぎりぎりで合格する) [動] to succeed in something with difficulty
spare (余裕がある) [形] more than is needed
put on airs (威張りくさる) [動] to behave in a way that shows that you think you are better or more important than other people
ジョージーもぎりぎりで合格したけど、トップになったみたいに威張りくさるよ。
Won’t Miss Stacy be delighted?
ステイシー先生も喜ぶよね。
Oh, Anne, what does it feel like to see your name at the head of a pass list like that?
what (どんな) [限] the thing or things that
feel (気持ち) [名] the general atmosphere of a place or situation
ああ、アン、合格者名簿の一番上に自分の名前があるのを見てどんな気持ち?
If it were me I know I’d go crazy with joy.
if it were me (私だったら) [条] if I were in that situation
go crazy (狂喜乱舞する) [動] to become very excited or enthusiastic
私だったら喜びで狂喜乱舞するよ。
I am pretty near crazy as it is, but you’re as calm and cool as a spring evening.”
pretty near (かなり) [副] to a moderately high degree
calm (穏やかな) [形] not agitated or excited
cool (涼しげな) [形] moderately cold
私だって狂喜乱舞しそうなのに、あなたは春の夕べのように穏やかで涼しげだよ。」

 “I’m just dazzled inside,” said Anne.
dazzle (まぶしい) [動] to impress or surprise greatly
inside (心) [名] the inner part of something
「ただただ心がまぶしいの」とアンは言った。
“I want to say a hundred things, and I can’t find words to say them in.
「言いたいことが山ほどあるのに、言葉が見つからないよ。
I never dreamed of this—yes, I did too, just once!
こんなこと夢にも思わなかったわーいや、一度だけ夢見たよ!
I let myself think once, ‘What if I should come out first?’ quakingly, you know, for it seemed so vain and presumptuous to think I could lead the Island.
let oneself think (考える) [動] to allow oneself to think
quakingly (震えながら) [副] in a trembling or shaking manner
lead (一番になる) [動] to be the most important or successful person or thing in a group
一度だけ「もし私が一番になったらどうしよう?」と考えたことがあるよ。震えながらね。だって、私が島で一番になるなんて、とても傲慢で厚かましいことに思えたから。
Excuse me a minute, Diana. I must run right out to the field to tell Matthew.
excuse (失礼) [動] forgive or overlook
ちょっと失礼、ダイアナ。すぐに畑に行ってマシューに伝えなくちゃ。
Then we’ll go up the road and tell the good news to the others.”
それから道を登って、他の人たちに良い知らせを伝えよう。」

 They hurried to the hayfield below the barn where Matthew was coiling hay, and, as luck would have it, Mrs. Lynde was talking to Marilla at the lane fence.
coil (巻く) [動] wind or twist into a circular or spiral shape
hay (干し草) [名] grass that has been cut and dried for use as fodder
luck (運) [名] the force that causes good or bad things to happen to you
have it (持つ) [動] be in possession of
fence (柵) [名] a barrier made of wood or wire enclosing an area of ground
二人は急いで納屋の下の干し草畑に行き、そこでマシューが干し草を巻いていたが、運よく、リンデ夫人が小道の柵でマリラと話していた。

 “Oh, Matthew,” exclaimed Anne, “I’ve passed and I’m first—or one of the first!
「ああ、マシュー」とアンは叫んだ。「合格したよ、しかも一番よ、一番の一人よ!
I’m not vain, but I’m thankful.”
自惚れではないけれど、感謝しているよ。」

 “Well now, I always said it,” said Matthew, gazing at the pass list delightedly.
「ほら、いつも言っていただろう」とマシューは合格者リストを嬉しそうに眺めながら言った。
“I knew you could beat them all easy.”
「あなたなら簡単にみんなに勝てると分かっていたよ。」

 “You’ve done pretty well, I must say, Anne,” said Marilla, trying to hide her extreme pride in Anne from Mrs. Rachel’s critical eye.
「アン、よくやったよ」とマリラはアンに対する強い誇りをレイチェル夫人の批判的な目から隠そうとしながら言った。
But that good soul said heartily:
good soul (善良な人) [名] a person who is kind and generous
しかし、その善良な人は心から言った。

 “I just guess she has done well, and far be it from me to be backward in saying it.
do well (よくやる) [動] to perform well
backward (ためらう) [形] not willing to do something
「彼女はよくやったと思うよ、それを言うのをためらうなんて私にはできないよ。
You’re a credit to your friends, Anne, that’s what, and we’re all proud of you.”
credit (誇り) [名] a source of pride
アン、あなたは友達の誇りよ、そう、私たちみんなあなたを誇りに思っているよ。」

 That night Anne, who had wound up the delightful evening with a serious little talk with Mrs. Allan at the manse, knelt sweetly by her open window in a great sheen of moonshine and murmured a prayer of gratitude and aspiration that came straight from her heart.
wind up (締めくくる) [動] bring or come to an end
sweetly (優しく) [副] in a kind and gentle way
great sheen of moonshine (月明かり) [名] the light of the moon
gratitude (感謝) [名] the quality of being thankful
aspiration (熱望) [名] a strong desire to achieve something high or great
その夜、牧師館でアラン夫人と真面目な話をして楽しい夜を締めくくったアンは、月明かりの下で開いた窓のそばに跪き、心から感謝と熱望の祈りをささげた。
There was in it thankfulness for the past and reverent petition for the future;
thankfulness (感謝) [名] a feeling of gratitude
future (未来) [名] the time that is yet to happen
そこには過去への感謝と未来への敬虔な祈りがあった。
and when she slept on her white pillow her dreams were as fair and bright and beautiful as maidenhood might desire.
maidenhood (乙女) [名] the state or time of being a maiden
そして白い枕に頭を乗せて眠ると、乙女が望む限りの美しい夢を見た。