Marilla, walking home one late April evening from an Aid meeting, realized that the winter was over and gone with the thrill of delight that spring never fails to bring to the oldest and saddest as well as to the youngest and merriest.
one late April evening
(4月のある夕方)
[名]
a specific evening in April
Aid meeting
(救済会)
[名]
a meeting to provide aid
gone
(去った)
[動]
moved or traveled away from a place
oldest
(最も年老いた)
[形]
having lived for a long time
saddest
(最も悲しみに沈んだ)
[形]
feeling or showing great unhappiness
youngest
(最も若い)
[形]
having lived or existed for only a short time
merriest
(最も陽気な)
[形]
cheerful and lively
4月のある夕方、マリラは救済会から歩いて帰宅する途中、冬が終わり、春が最も年老いて悲しみに沈んだ人にも、最も若く陽気な人にも必ずもたらす喜びの戦慄とともに去ったことに気づいた。
Marilla was not given to subjective analysis of her thoughts and feelings.
be given to
(する習慣がなかった)
[動]
to be likely to do something
subjective
(主観的な)
[形]
based on or influenced by personal feelings, tastes, or opinions
analysis
(分析)
[名]
a detailed examination of the elements or structure of something
マリラは自分の考えや感情を主観的に分析する習慣がなかった。
She probably imagined that she was thinking about the Aids and their missionary box and the new carpet for the vestry room, but under these reflections was a harmonious consciousness of red fields smoking into pale-purply mists in the declining sun, of long, sharp-pointed fir shadows falling over the meadow beyond the brook, of still, crimson-budded maples around a mirrorlike wood pool, of a wakening in the world and a stir of hidden pulses under the gray sod.
Aids
(救済会)
[名]
a society or organization that provides help and support to people in need
vestry
(教会の控え室)
[名]
a room in a church where the vestments and other articles used in the services are kept
harmonious
(調和のとれた)
[形]
having parts that work well together
smoke
(煙る)
[動]
emit smoke or a similar vapor
pale-purply
(薄紫色の)
[形]
of a pale purple color
decline
(沈む)
[動]
go down or decrease in value, amount, or quality
sharp
(尖った)
[形]
having a thin edge or point
waken
(目覚める)
[動]
stop sleeping
pulse
(脈)
[名]
the regular throbbing of the arteries as blood is pumped through them by the heart
sod
(芝)
[名]
a piece of grass and the soil in which it is growing
マリラはおそらく、救済会やその募金箱、教会の控え室の新しいカーペットのことを考えているつもりだったのだろうが、そうした考えの下には、夕日の中で赤い畑が薄紫色の靄に煙り、小川の向こうの牧草地に長く尖ったモミの木の影が落ち、鏡のような森の池の周りに静かに深紅の芽をつけたカエデが立っているという調和のとれた意識があった。
The spring was abroad in the land and Marilla’s sober, middle-aged step was lighter and swifter because of its deep, primal gladness.
abroad
(国中に)
[副]
in or to a foreign country
sober
(地味な)
[形]
not affected by alcohol
lighter
(より軽く)
[形]
of less weight
swifter
(より速く)
[形]
moving or capable of moving at high speed
primal
(根源的な)
[形]
of first importance; fundamental
gladness
(喜び)
[名]
a feeling of great happiness
春は国中に広がっており、マリラの地味な中年の足取りは、その深く根源的な喜びのために、より軽く、より速くなっていた。
Consequently, when Marilla entered her kitchen and found the fire black out, with no sign of Anne anywhere, she felt justly disappointed and irritated.
consequently
(その結果)
[副]
as a result; therefore
black out
(消える)
[動]
lose consciousness
justly
(当然のことながら)
[副]
in a just manner
irritated
(イライラした)
[形]
annoyed or slightly angry
その結果、マリラが台所に入って火が消え、アンの姿がどこにも見当たらないのを見つけたとき、彼女は当然のことながら失望し、イライラした。
She had told Anne to be sure and have tea ready at five o’clock, but now she must hurry to take off her second-best dress and prepare the meal herself against Matthew’s return from plowing.
be sure
(必ず)
[動]
be certain or confident about something
five o'clock
(5時)
[名]
the time of day that is five hours after noon
second-best
(二番目に良い)
[形]
the second most preferred or desirable
against
(までに)
[前]
in preparation for
マリラはアンには必ず5時にお茶の用意をしておけと言っていたが、今は急いで二番目に良い服を脱ぎ、マシューが耕作から帰ってくるまでに自分で食事の準備をしなければならない。
“I’ll settle Miss Anne when she comes home,” said Marilla grimly, as she shaved up kindlings with a carving knife and with more vim than was strictly necessary.
carving knife
(カービングナイフ)
[名]
a knife with a sharp blade used for carving meat
kindling
(薪)
[名]
small pieces of wood that are used to start a fire
「アンが帰ってきたら、きっちりお灸を据えてやる」とマリラは厳しい口調で言い、必要以上に勢いよくカービングナイフで薪を削った。
Matthew had come in and was waiting patiently for his tea in his corner.
マシューは家に入り、自分の隅でお茶を辛抱強く待っていた。
“She’s gadding off somewhere with Diana, writing stories or practicing dialogues or some such tomfoolery, and never thinking once about the time or her duties.
gadding off
(遊び回る)
[動]
go about aimlessly or idly
practicing
(練習する)
[動]
regularly or frequently do something in order to improve one's skill
tomfoolery
(馬鹿げたこと)
[名]
foolish or silly behavior
「ダイアナとどこかで遊び回って、物語を書いたり、会話の練習をしたり、そんな馬鹿げたことをして、時間や自分の義務について一度も考えていない。
She’s just got to be pulled up short and sudden on this sort of thing.
pull up
(止める)
[動]
to stop or cause to stop
こういうことは、急にピシャリと止めさせなければならない。
I don’t care if Mrs. Allan does say she’s the brightest and sweetest child she ever knew.
brightest
(賢い)
[形]
having or showing intelligence, especially of a high level
sweetest
(優しい)
[形]
having a pleasant taste
アラン夫人が、アンは今まで見た中で一番賢くて優しい子だと言うのは構わない。
She may be bright and sweet enough, but her head is full of nonsense and there’s never any knowing what shape it’ll break out in next.
break out
(飛び出す)
[動]
escape from a place
賢くて優しいのは確かかもしれないが、頭の中はナンセンスなことばかりで、次にどんな形でそれが飛び出すかわからない。
Just as soon as she grows out of one freak she takes up with another.
grow out of
(終わる)
[動]
become too big for
take up with
(始める)
[動]
start doing something
一つの奇行が終わるとすぐに別の奇行を始める。
But there!
there
(まあ)
[間]
used to express surprise, disappointment, or disgust
でも、まあ!
Here I am saying the very thing I was so riled with Rachel Lynde for saying at the Aid today.
rile
(腹を立てる)
[動]
make someone angry
Aid
(援助会)
[名]
a meeting of people who are trying to help other people
私が今日、援助会でレイチェル・リンドに言われて腹を立てた言葉を、今、私が言っている。
I was real glad when Mrs. Allan spoke up for Anne, for if she hadn’t I know I’d have said something too sharp to Rachel before everybody.
speak up
(口をきく)
[動]
to say something in a confident and forceful way
if she hadn't
(もし彼女がそうしてくれなかったら)
[条]
if she had not done that
I'd have said
(私は言っていたと思う)
[動]
I would have said
too sharp
(きつい)
[形]
too intense or extreme
before everybody
(みんなの前で)
[前]
in front of everyone
アラン夫人がアンのために口をきいてくれた時はとても嬉しかったよ、もし彼女がそうしてくれなかったら、私はみんなの前でレイチェルに何かきついことを言っていたと思う。
Anne’s got plenty of faults, goodness knows, and far be it from me to deny it.
plenty of
(いっぱいの)
[名]
a lot of
far be it from me
(つもりはない)
[句]
I would never do that
アンには欠点がいっぱいある、それは神様もご存じの通り、それを否定するつもりはない。
But I’m bringing her up and not Rachel Lynde, who’d pick faults in the Angel Gabriel himself if he lived in Avonlea.
pick faults
(欠点を見つけ出す)
[動]
to find something wrong with someone or something
Angel Gabriel
(天使ガブリエル)
[名]
an angel mentioned in the Bible
でも、彼女を育てるのは私であって、レイチェル・リンドではない、あの人は天使ガブリエルがアヴォンリーに住んでいたら、彼の欠点を見つけ出すだろう。
Just the same, Anne has no business to leave the house like this when I told her she was to stay home this afternoon and look after things.
just the same
(それでも)
[副]
in spite of that; nevertheless
leave the house
(家を出る)
[動]
go out of the house
when I told her
(私が言ったのに)
[接]
at or during the time that
she was to stay home
(家にいて)
[動]
be in one's house
それでも、アンは私が今日の午後は家にいて、家事をするように言ったのに、こんな風に家を出て行くべきではない。
I must say, with all her faults, I never found her disobedient or untrustworthy before and I’m real sorry to find her so now.”
disobedient
(言うことを聞かない)
[形]
not willing to obey rules or someone in authority
untrustworthy
(信頼できない)
[形]
not able to be trusted
彼女の欠点はたくさんあるけど、今まで彼女が言うことを聞かなかったり、信頼できないと思ったことはなかったし、今そう思うのは本当に残念だよ。」
“Well now, I dunno,” said Matthew, who, being patient and wise and, above all, hungry, had deemed it best to let Marilla talk her wrath out unhindered, having learned by experience that she got through with whatever work was on hand much quicker if not delayed by untimely argument.
patient
(忍耐強い)
[形]
able to accept or tolerate delay, problems, or suffering without becoming annoyed or anxious
above all
(何よりも)
[副]
more than anything else
deem
(考える)
[動]
regard or consider in a specified way
unhindered
(妨げられない)
[形]
not slowed or prevented by obstacles
quicker
(より速く)
[形]
moving or capable of moving at high speed
if not
(もしそうでなければ)
[接]
on the condition or supposition that; in the event that
delayed
(遅れる)
[動]
make or be late or slow
untimely
(時宜を得ない)
[形]
happening or done at an unsuitable time
「さあ、どうかな」とマシューは言った。彼は忍耐強く、賢く、そして何よりも空腹だったので、マリラが怒りを妨げられることなく話すのが最善だと考えていた。経験から、彼女は時宜を得ない議論によって遅れなければ、手元にあるどんな仕事もずっと早く終わらせることを学んでいた。
“Perhaps you’re judging her too hasty, Marilla.
hasty
(性急な)
[形]
done or made too quickly and without enough thought or care
「たぶん、マリラ、君は彼女をあまりに性急に判断しすぎているんだ。
Don’t call her untrustworthy until you’re sure she has disobeyed you.
彼女が君に従わないと確信するまでは、彼女を信頼できないなんて呼ばないでくれ。
Mebbe it can all be explained—Anne’s a great hand at explaining.”
Mebbe
(たぶん)
[副]
perhaps
be explained
(説明できる)
[動]
to make (something) clear or easy to understand
hand
(上手い)
[名]
a person who does something well
たぶん、全部説明できるよ。アンは説明がとても上手いんだ。」
It was dark when supper was ready, and still no sign of Anne, coming hurriedly over the log bridge or up Lover’s Lane, breathless and repentant with a sense of neglected duties.
neglected
(怠った)
[形]
not receiving enough care or attention
夕食の準備が整ったときには暗くなっていたが、まだアンの姿は見えず、丸太橋を急いで渡ったり、恋人の小道を登ったりして、息もつかせず、怠った義務を後悔している様子もなかった。
Marilla washed and put away the dishes grimly.
grimly
(不機嫌そうに)
[副]
in a grim manner
マリラは不機嫌そうに食器を洗って片付けた。
Then, wanting a candle to light her way down the cellar, she went up to the east gable for the one that generally stood on Anne’s table.
それから、地下室へ降りる道を照らすろうそくが欲しくなって、彼女は東の切妻屋根の下へ行き、いつもアンのテーブルの上にあるろうそくを取りに行った。
Lighting it, she turned around to see Anne herself lying on the bed, face downward among the pillows.
light
(火を灯す)
[動]
cause to start burning
turn around
(振り返る)
[動]
change direction so as to face the opposite way
ろうそくに火を灯して振り返ると、アンがベッドに横たわり、枕に顔を埋めていた。
“No. But please, Marilla, go away and don’t look at me.
go away
(どっかに行く)
[動]
leave
look at
(~を見る)
[動]
direct one's gaze toward
「いいえ。でも、マリラ、お願いだから、どっかに行って、私を見ないで。
I’m in the depths of despair and I don’t care who gets head in class or writes the best composition or sings in the Sunday-school choir any more.
私は絶望のどん底にいるの。もう誰がクラスで一番になったり、一番いい作文を書いたり、日曜学校の聖歌隊で歌ったりなんてどうでもいいよ。
Little things like that are of no importance now because I don’t suppose I’ll ever be able to go anywhere again.
little thing
(小さなこと)
[名]
something that is not important
no importance
(重要ではない)
[名]
not important
そんなことはもうどうでもいいよ。だって、もうどこにも行けないんだもの。
My career is closed.
career
(人生)
[名]
an occupation or profession, especially one requiring special training, followed as one's lifework
close
(終わる)
[動]
to come to an end
私の人生は終わったのよ。
Please, Marilla, go away and don’t look at me.”
お願いだから、マリラ、どっかに行って、私を見ないで。」
Green it might be called, if it were any earthly color—a queer, dull, bronzy green, with streaks here and there of the original red to heighten the ghastly effect.
bronzy
(ブロンズ色の)
[形]
made of or resembling bronze
streak
(筋)
[名]
a long, thin mark or band of a different color or substance
original
(元の)
[形]
existing from the beginning
heighten
(高める)
[動]
make higher
ghastly
(恐ろしい)
[形]
causing great horror or fear
緑色と呼べるかもしれないが、もしそれがこの世の色ならば、奇妙で、くすんだ、ブロンズ色の緑色で、あちこちに元の赤の筋が残っていて、恐ろしい効果を高めている。
Never in all her life had Marilla seen anything so grotesque as Anne’s hair at that moment.
all one's life
(これまでの人生)
[名]
the period of time during which one has lived
grotesque
(奇怪な)
[形]
repulsively ugly or distorted
マリラは、これまでの人生で、あの時のアンの髪の毛ほど奇怪なものを見たことがなかった。
“I little know how you got into this fix, but I mean to find out,” said Marilla.
get into
(なる)
[動]
become involved in
fix
(事態)
[名]
a difficult or unpleasant situation
「どうしてこんなことになったのかわからないけど、調べるつもりよ」マリラは言った。
“Come right down to the kitchen—it’s too cold up here—and tell me just what you’ve done.
「すぐに台所へ降りてきなさい。ここは寒すぎるよ。そして、何をしたのか話しなさい。
I’ve been expecting something queer for some time.
何か変なことが起こるんじゃないかと、しばらく前から思っていたのよ。
You haven’t got into any scrape for over two months, and I was sure another one was due.
get into
(起こす)
[動]
to become involved in
scrape
(トラブル)
[名]
a situation that is difficult or unpleasant
due
(そろそろ)
[形]
expected to happen or arrive
二ヶ月以上もトラブルを起こさなかったから、そろそろ何かあるだろうと思っていたのよ。
Now, then, what did you do to your hair?”
さあ、髪の毛に何をしたの?」
“Yes, I knew it was a little wicked,” admitted Anne.
「ええ、少しいけないことだとは知っていました」とアンは認めた。
“But I thought it was worth while to be a little wicked to get rid of red hair.
「でも、赤毛をなくすために少しくらいいけないことをしてもかまわないと思いました。
I counted the cost, Marilla.
count
(払う)
[動]
determine the total number of
cost
(代償)
[名]
the price paid to acquire, produce, accomplish, or maintain something
マリラ、私は代償を払ったのです。
Besides, I meant to be extra good in other ways to make up for it.”
make up for
(埋め合わせる)
[動]
compensate for; make amends for
それに、それを埋め合わせるために他の方法でとても良いことをしようと思っていました。」
“But I didn’t mean to dye it green, Marilla,” protested Anne dejectedly.
dejectedly
(しょんぼり)
[副]
in a sad or depressed way
「でも、緑に染めるつもりはなかったんです、マリラ」とアンはしょんぼり抗議した。
“If I was wicked I meant to be wicked to some purpose.
「もし私が悪い子なら、何か目的があって悪い子になるつもりでした。
He said it would turn my hair a beautiful raven black—he positively assured me that it would.
turn
(する)
[動]
change in a particular way
positively
(断言する)
[副]
in a positive way
彼は私の髪を美しいカラスのような黒にしてくれると言っていました。彼はそうしてくれると私に断言しました。
How could I doubt his word, Marilla?
どうして彼の言葉を疑うことができましょう、マリラ?
I know what it feels like to have your word doubted.
自分の言葉を疑われるのがどんな気持ちか知っているよ。
And Mrs. Allan says we should never suspect anyone of not telling us the truth unless we have proof that they’re not.
unless
(~でない限り)
[接]
except if (the case); if not
それにアラン夫人は、誰かが真実を語っていないという証拠がない限り、誰かが真実を語っていないと疑うべきではないと言っています。
I have proof now—green hair is proof enough for anybody.
have proof
(証拠がある)
[動]
have evidence or a reason to believe something
今は証拠があるよ。緑の髪は誰にとっても十分な証拠よ。
But I hadn’t then and I believed every word he said implicitly.”
implicitly
(暗黙のうちに)
[副]
in a way that is not directly expressed; tacitly
でも、その時は証拠がなかったし、彼の言葉をすべて信じていたよ。」
“Oh, I didn’t let him in the house.
「ああ、家には入れませんでした。
I remembered what you told me, and I went out, carefully shut the door, and looked at his things on the step.
あなたの言ったことを思い出して、私は外に出て、注意深くドアを閉め、階段の上の彼の品物を見ました。
Besides, he wasn’t an Italian—he was a German Jew.
German
(ドイツ人)
[名]
a person from Germany
Jew
(ユダヤ人)
[名]
a person from the Jewish faith
それに、彼はイタリア人ではありませんでした、ドイツ系ユダヤ人でした。
He had a big box full of very interesting things and he told me he was working hard to make enough money to bring his wife and children out from Germany.
work hard
(一生懸命働く)
[動]
to work with a lot of effort
make money
(お金を稼ぐ)
[動]
to earn money
bring
(連れ出す)
[動]
to cause to come to a place
Germany
(ドイツ)
[名]
a country in Europe
彼は非常に興味深いものでいっぱいの大きな箱を持っていて、妻と子供たちをドイツから連れ出すのに十分なお金を稼ぐために一生懸命働いていると私に言いました。
He spoke so feelingly about them that it touched my heart.
feelingly
(感じよく)
[副]
in a way that shows emotion
彼は彼らについてとても感じよく話し、私の心を動かしました。
I wanted to buy something from him to help him in such a worthy object.
worthy
(立派な)
[形]
deserving effort, attention, or respect
私は彼から何かを買って、彼の立派な目的を助けたいと思いました。
Then all at once I saw the bottle of hair dye.
all at once
(突然)
[副]
suddenly
hair dye
(髪染め)
[名]
a substance used to color hair
すると、突然、髪染めの瓶が目に入りました。
The peddler said it was warranted to dye any hair a beautiful raven black and wouldn’t wash off.
wash off
(洗い流す)
[動]
remove something by washing
行商人は、どんな髪でも美しいカラスのような黒に染めることができ、洗い流すことはできないと言っていました。
In a trice I saw myself with beautiful raven-black hair and the temptation was irresistible.
in a trice
(一瞬のうちに)
[副]
very quickly
raven-black
(カラスのような黒髪)
[形]
very dark
一瞬のうちに、私は美しいカラスのような黒髪の自分を目に浮かべ、その誘惑に抗うことはできませんでした。
But the price of the bottle was seventy-five cents and I had only fifty cents left out of my chicken money.
price
(値段)
[名]
the amount of money expected, required, or given in payment for something
seventy-five cents
(75セント)
[名]
an amount of money
fifty cents
(50セント)
[名]
an amount of money
しかし、その瓶の値段は75セントで、私の鶏のお金は50セントしか残っていませんでした。
I think the peddler had a very kind heart, for he said that, seeing it was me, he’d sell it for fifty cents and that was just giving it away.
give away
(あげる)
[動]
give something as a gift
行商人は、私を見て、50セントで売ってあげると言ってくれたので、とても親切な人だったと思います。
So I bought it, and as soon as he had gone I came up here and applied it with an old hairbrush as the directions said.
apply
(塗る)
[動]
put into operation or use
direction
(説明書)
[名]
the course or line along which something moves, faces, or is aimed
それで私はそれを買い、彼が行ってしまうとすぐにここに来て、説明書に書いてある通りに古いヘアブラシで塗りました。
I used up the whole bottle, and oh, Marilla, when I saw the dreadful color it turned my hair I repented of being wicked, I can tell you.
use up
(使い切る)
[動]
consume or expend completely
一瓶全部使っちゃったんだけど、ああ、マリラ、髪の毛が恐ろしい色に変わっちゃったのを見たら、悪いことをしたと後悔したよ。
And I’ve been repenting ever since.”
それ以来ずっと後悔しているの。」
Accordingly, Anne washed her hair, scrubbing it vigorously with soap and water, but for all the difference it made she might as well have been scouring its original red.
scrub
(こする)
[動]
rub hard
soap
(石鹸)
[名]
a substance used for washing and cleaning
vigorously
(激しく)
[副]
with great force or energy
scour
(洗う)
[動]
clean or polish by rubbing hard
それに従って、アンは髪を洗い、石鹸と水で激しくこすり洗いしたが、その違いは、元の赤い髪を洗っていたのと同じだった。
The peddler had certainly spoken the truth when he declared that the dye wouldn’t wash off, however his veracity might be impeached in other respects.
speak the truth
(真実を語る)
[動]
to tell the truth
however
(しかしながら)
[接]
nevertheless
veracity
(真実性)
[名]
the quality of being true
impeach
(弾劾する)
[動]
to charge (someone) with a crime or other serious offense
行商人は、染料が洗い流されないと断言した時、確かに真実を語っていたが、他の点では彼の真実性は弾劾されるかもしれない。
“Oh, Marilla, what shall I do?” questioned Anne in tears.
「ああ、マリラ、どうしたらいいの?」アンは涙ながらに尋ねた。
“I can never live this down.
live down
(忘れ去られる)
[動]
to live in such a way that people forget about a mistake or something bad that you did in the past
「こんなことでは生きていけないよ。
People have pretty well forgotten my other mistakes—the liniment cake and setting Diana drunk and flying into a temper with Mrs. Lynde. But they’ll never forget this.
人々は私の他の失敗をかなり忘れているよ。塗り薬のケーキやダイアナを酔わせたり、リンド夫人に怒り狂ったりしたこと。でも、これは絶対に忘れないよ。
They will think I am not respectable.
私が立派な人間ではないと思うでしょう。
Oh, Marilla, ‘what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive.’ That is poetry, but it is true.
deceive
(欺く)
[動]
cause someone to believe something that is not true
ああ、マリラ、「初めて人を欺く時、私たちはどんなに複雑な網を張るのかしら」これは詩だけど、本当のことよ。
And oh, how Josie Pye will laugh!
ああ、ジョージー・パイはどんなに笑うだろう!
Marilla, I cannot face Josie Pye. I am the unhappiest girl in Prince Edward Island.”
マリラ、ジョージー・パイに会えないよ。私はプリンス・エドワード島で一番不幸な女の子だよ。」
Anne’s unhappiness continued for a week.
unhappiness
(不幸)
[名]
the state of being unhappy
アンの不幸は一週間続いた。
During that time she went nowhere and shampooed her hair every day.
during that time
(その間)
[名]
in or throughout the period of time
go nowhere
(どこにも行かない)
[動]
not go anywhere
shampoo
(洗う)
[動]
wash or clean with shampoo
その間、彼女はどこにも行かず、毎日髪を洗った。
Diana alone of outsiders knew the fatal secret, but she promised solemnly never to tell, and it may be stated here and now that she kept her word.
alone
(だけ)
[形]
without any other people
outsider
(外部の人間)
[名]
a person who is not a member of a particular group
fatal
(致命的な)
[形]
causing death
state
(述べる)
[動]
express or declare something definitely or clearly
here and now
(ここで)
[副]
at this time and in this place
ダイアナだけが外部の人間でこの致命的な秘密を知っていたが、彼女は決して口外しないと厳かに約束し、彼女が約束を守ったことはここで述べてもよいだろう。
At the end of the week Marilla said decidedly:
週の終わりにマリラは決然と言った。
“Please cut it off at once, Marilla, and have it over.
have it over
(終わらせる)
[動]
finish something
「マリラ、すぐに切って終わらせてください。
Oh, I feel that my heart is broken.
ああ、心が張り裂けそう。
This is such an unromantic affliction.
なんてロマンチックじゃない苦しみなんだろう。
The girls in books lose their hair in fevers or sell it to get money for some good deed, and I’m sure I wouldn’t mind losing my hair in some such fashion half so much.
lose
(抜ける)
[動]
to no longer have something
money
(お金)
[名]
a current medium of exchange in the form of coins and banknotes
good deed
(良いこと)
[名]
a kind or generous act
fashion
(風)
[名]
a manner or style of doing something
本に出てくる女の子は熱で髪の毛が抜けたり、何か良いことをするためにお金を稼ぐために髪の毛を売ったりしているけど、私もそんな風に髪の毛が抜けたら、半分くらいは気にしないと思う。
But there is nothing comforting in having your hair cut off because you’ve dyed it a dreadful color, is there?
have one's hair cut off
(髪の毛を切る)
[動]
to have one's hair cut
でも、髪の毛をひどい色に染めてしまったから切らなければならないなんて、慰めようがないよね?
I’m going to weep all the time you’re cutting it off, if it won’t interfere.
interfere
(邪魔をする)
[動]
get in the way of; hinder
邪魔にならないなら、切っている間ずっと泣くつもりよ。
It seems such a tragic thing.”
とても悲劇的なことに思えるよ」
Anne wept then, but later on, when she went upstairs and looked in the glass, she was calm with despair.
look in the glass
(鏡を見る)
[動]
to look at oneself in a mirror
be calm with
(落ち着いている)
[動]
to be in a state of calmness
アンは泣いたが、その後、二階に上がって鏡を見ると、絶望して落ち着いていた。
Marilla had done her work thoroughly and it had been necessary to shingle the hair as closely as possible.
shingle
(刈る)
[動]
cut (hair) very short
マリラは仕事を徹底的にやっていたので、髪の毛をできるだけ短く刈る必要があった。
The result was not becoming, to state the case as mildly as may be.
mildly
(控え目に)
[副]
in a moderate or slight degree
may be
(かもしれない)
[助]
expressing possibility
結果は、控え目に言っても似合うものではなかった。
Anne promptly turned her glass to the wall.
アンはすぐに鏡を壁に向けた。
“Yes, I will, too.
will
(そうする)
[助]
have something already planned or arranged; have something that is bound to happen; will
「そうね、私もそうするよ。
I’d do penance for being wicked that way.
do penance
(悔い改める)
[動]
to show that you are sorry for something you have done
そういう風に意地悪をしたことを悔い改めるよ。
I’ll look at myself every time I come to my room and see how ugly I am.
every time
(毎回)
[副]
on each occasion
how
(どれだけ)
[副]
to what extent or degree
部屋に来るたびに自分を見て、どれだけ醜いかを見るよ。
And I won’t try to imagine it away, either.
それに、それを想像で消そうともしないよ。
I never thought I was vain about my hair, of all things, but now I know I was, in spite of its being red, because it was so long and thick and curly.
curly
(カールしている)
[形]
having or arranged in curls
髪の毛を自慢に思っていたなんて考えもしなかったけど、赤毛にもかかわらず、長くて太くてカールしていたから、自慢に思っていたんだとわかったよ。
I expect something will happen to my nose next.”
次は鼻に何か起こるよ。」
“I didn’t say anything when Josie said that to me,” Anne confided that evening to Marilla, who was lying on the sofa after one of her headaches, “because I thought it was part of my punishment and I ought to bear it patiently.
「ジョージーがそう言ったとき、私は何も言いませんでした」と、アンはその夜、頭痛の後にソファに横たわっていたマリラに打ち明けた。「それは私の罰の一部で、辛抱強く耐えるべきだと思ったからです。
It’s hard to be told you look like a scarecrow and I wanted to say something back.
say something back
(言い返す)
[動]
to reply in an angry or aggressive way
かかしみたいだと言われるのはつらいし、言い返したいと思ったよ。
But I didn’t.
でも、言い返さなかった。
I just swept her one scornful look and then I forgave her.
sweep
(ちらっと見る)
[動]
move or cause to move quickly and smoothly
scornful
(軽蔑した)
[形]
showing contempt
私は彼女を軽蔑した目でちらっと見ただけで、許してあげたよ。
It makes you feel very virtuous when you forgive people, doesn’t it?
virtuous
(高潔な)
[形]
having or showing high moral standards
人を許すと、とても高潔な気分になるよね?
I mean to devote all my energies to being good after this and I shall never try to be beautiful again.
これからは善良になることに全力を注ぐつもりで、二度と美しくなろうとはしないよ。
Of course it’s better to be good.
もちろん、善良な方が良いよ。
I know it is, but it’s sometimes so hard to believe a thing even when you know it.
分かっているけど、分かっていても信じられないことがあるのよ。
I do really want to be good, Marilla, like you and Mrs. Allan and Miss Stacy, and grow up to be a credit to you.
be good
(善良になる)
[動]
be well-behaved
be a credit to
(恥ずかしくないような)
[動]
be a source of pride or honor to
マリラ、私は本当にあなたやアラン夫人やステイシー先生のように善良になりたいし、あなたに恥ずかしくないような大人になりたいの。
Diana says when my hair begins to grow to tie a black velvet ribbon around my head with a bow at one side.
ダイアナは、私の髪が伸びてきたら、頭に黒いベルベットのリボンを巻いて、片側にリボン結びをしたらいいと言ってるよ。
She says she thinks it will be very becoming.
彼女は、それがとても似合うと思うと言ってるよ。
I will call it a snood—that sounds so romantic.
snood
(スヌード)
[名]
a type of head covering
私はそれをスヌードと呼ぶよ。とてもロマンチックに聞こえるでしょう。
But am I talking too much, Marilla?
でも、マリラ、私、しゃべりすぎかしら?
Does it hurt your head?”
頭が痛くなる?」