For Anne to take things calmly would have been to change her nature.
take
(受け止める)
[動]
to receive or accept something
アンが物事を冷静に受け止めるには、彼女の性質を変える必要があるだろう。
All “spirit and fire and dew,” as she was, the pleasures and pains of life came to her with trebled intensity.
intensity
(強さ)
[名]
the quality of being intense; great strength or force
彼女は「精神と火と露」そのものであり、人生の喜びと苦しみは彼女に三倍の強さで降りかかった。
Marilla felt this and was vaguely troubled over it, realizing that the ups and downs of existence would probably bear hardly on this impulsive soul and not sufficiently understanding that the equally great capacity for delight might more than compensate.
vaguely
(漠然と)
[副]
in a way that is not clear or exact
trouble
(悩む)
[動]
to cause to be worried or anxious
ups and downs
(浮き沈み)
[名]
the good and bad things that happen in life
sufficiently
(十分に)
[副]
to the required degree or extent
capacity
(能力)
[名]
the ability or power to do something
compensate
(補う)
[動]
to make up for something that is lacking or absent
マリラはこれを悟り、漠然と悩んだ。この衝動的な魂には人生の浮き沈みが耐え難いであろうことを悟り、喜びを感じる能力が同じくらい大きいことがそれを補って余りあることを十分に理解していなかった。
Therefore Marilla conceived it to be her duty to drill Anne into a tranquil uniformity of disposition as impossible and alien to her as to a dancing sunbeam in one of the brook shallows.
conceive
(考える)
[動]
to form an idea or opinion of
drill
(訓練する)
[動]
to train or instruct in a military manner
tranquil
(穏やかな)
[形]
free from disturbance or agitation
uniformity
(均一)
[名]
the quality or state of being uniform
alien
(異質な)
[形]
belonging to a foreign country or language
dancing
(踊る)
[動]
to move rhythmically to music, typically following a set sequence of steps
sunbeam
(陽光)
[名]
a ray of sunlight
そのため、マリラはアンを、小川の浅瀬で踊る陽光のように不可能で異質な、穏やかで均一な気質に訓練することが自分の義務だと考えた。
She did not make much headway, as she sorrowfully admitted to herself.
彼女は悲しげに自分自身に認めたように、あまり進歩しなかった。
The downfall of some dear hope or plan plunged Anne into “deeps of affliction.”
downfall
(失敗)
[名]
a loss of power, prosperity, or status
plunge
(陥る)
[動]
move or cause to move suddenly and uncontrollably
大切な希望や計画が失敗すると、アンは「深い苦悩」に陥った。
The fulfillment thereof exalted her to dizzy realms of delight.
fulfillment
(実現)
[名]
the achievement of something desired, promised, or predicted
thereof
(その)
[代]
of that
exalt
(高める)
[動]
to raise in rank, power, or character
realm
(領域)
[名]
a kingdom or country
それが実現すると、彼女はめまいを起こすほどの喜びの領域に高められた。
Marilla had almost begun to despair of ever fashioning this waif of the world into her model little girl of demure manners and prim deportment.
fashion
(育てる)
[動]
to make or produce
demure
(おしとやか)
[形]
shy and modest
manner
(態度)
[名]
a way of behaving
deportment
(立ち居振る舞い)
[名]
the way a person behaves
マリラは、この世の浮浪児を、おしとやかで上品な立ち居振る舞いの模範的な少女に育て上げることに、ほとんど絶望し始めていた。
Neither would she have believed that she really liked Anne much better as she was.
neither
(また)
[接]
not either; also not
彼女はまた、アンが今のままの方がずっと好きだなんて信じもしなかっただろう。
Anne went to bed that night speechless with misery because Matthew had said the wind was round northeast and he feared it would be a rainy day tomorrow.
round
(回る)
[動]
move in a circular motion
northeast
(北東)
[名]
the direction midway between north and east
その夜、アンは悲しみのあまり言葉も出ずに床についた。マシューが風が北東に回ったと言って、明日は雨になるのではないかと心配していたからだ。
The rustle of the poplar leaves about the house worried her, it sounded so like pattering raindrops, and the full, faraway roar of the gulf, to which she listened delightedly at other times, loving its strange, sonorous, haunting rhythm, now seemed like a prophecy of storm and disaster to a small maiden who particularly wanted a fine day.
rustle
(ざわめき)
[名]
a light, soft sound, as of leaves being stirred by the wind
worry
(心配させる)
[動]
feel or cause to feel anxious or troubled about actual or potential problems
raindrop
(雨粒)
[名]
a single drop of rain
faraway
(遠くで)
[形]
very distant
roar
(轟音)
[名]
a very loud, deep sound
sonorous
(響き渡る)
[形]
having or producing a deep, full, or rich sound
haunting
(忘れられない)
[形]
(of a memory or feeling) persisting in the mind
rhythm
(リズム)
[名]
a regular, repeated pattern of movement or sound
prophecy
(予言)
[名]
a prediction of what will happen in the future
storm
(嵐)
[名]
a violent disturbance of the atmosphere with strong winds and usually rain, snow, or hail
disaster
(災害)
[名]
a sudden event, such as an accident or a natural catastrophe, that causes great damage or loss of life
家の周りのポプラの葉のざわめきが彼女を心配させた。それは雨粒がパタパタと音を立てているように聞こえたし、他の時にはその奇妙で響き渡る、忘れられないリズムを愛して喜んで聞いていた遠くで満ちた湾の轟音は、今では特に天気の良い日を望む小さな乙女にとって嵐と災害の予言のように思えた。
Anne thought that the morning would never come.
アンは朝が来ないと思った。
But all things have an end, even nights before the day on which you are invited to take tea at the manse.
しかし、すべての物事には終わりがある。牧師館でお茶に招待される前夜でさえ。
The morning, in spite of Matthew’s predictions, was fine and Anne’s spirits soared to their highest.
prediction
(予言)
[名]
a statement about what will happen in the future
マシューの予言にもかかわらず、朝は晴れ、アンの気分は最高潮に達した。
“Oh, Marilla, there is something in me today that makes me just love everybody I see,” she exclaimed as she washed the breakfast dishes.
「ああ、マリラ、今日は私の中に何かがあって、会う人みんなを愛しく思ってしまうの」と彼女は朝食の皿を洗いながら叫んだ。
“You don’t know how good I feel!
「私の気分がいいことがわからないの!
Wouldn’t it be nice if it could last?
それが続いたら素敵じゃない?
I believe I could be a model child if I were just invited out to tea every day.
model
(模範的な)
[形]
serving as a pattern or example
every day
(毎日)
[名]
each day; daily
毎日お茶に招待されたら、私は模範的な子供になれると思うよ。
But oh, Marilla, it’s a solemn occasion too.
でも、ああ、マリラ、それは厳粛な機会でもあるの。
I feel so anxious.
とても不安だよ。
What if I shouldn’t behave properly?
properly
(きちんと)
[副]
in a correct, appropriate, or suitable manner
私がきちんと振る舞えなかったらどうしよう?
You know I never had tea at a manse before, and I’m not sure that I know all the rules of etiquette, although I’ve been studying the rules given in the Etiquette Department of the Family Herald ever since I came here.
have tea
(お茶を飲む)
[動]
drink tea
etiquette
(エチケット)
[名]
the customary code of polite behavior in society or among members of a particular profession or group
Family Herald
(ファミリー・ヘラルド)
[名]
a newspaper
私が牧師館でお茶を飲んだことがないことは知っているよね、それに、ここに来てからずっとファミリー・ヘラルドのエチケット欄に載っているルールを勉強しているけど、エチケットのルールを全部知っているか自信がないの。
I’m so afraid I’ll do something silly or forget to do something I should do.
do something
(何かをする)
[動]
perform an action
何かばかげたことをしたり、何かすべきことを忘れたりしないかとても心配だよ。
Would it be good manners to take a second helping of anything if you wanted to very much?”
second helping
(おかわり)
[名]
an additional serving of food
何かをとても欲しかったら、おかわりをするのはマナー違反かしら?」
“Oh, Marilla, I’ve had a most fascinating time.
have
(過ごす)
[動]
experience; spend
「ああ、マリラ、とても素敵な時間を過ごしたよ。
I feel that I have not lived in vain and I shall always feel like that even if I should never be invited to tea at a manse again.
live in vain
(無駄に生きる)
[動]
to live without any purpose or meaning
feel like
(~のように感じる)
[動]
to have a feeling or opinion about something
be invited to
(招かれる)
[動]
to be asked to come to an event or place
無駄に生きてきたわけではないと感じているし、二度と牧師館でお茶に招かれなくても、いつもそう感じているだろう。
When I got there Mrs. Allan met me at the door.
get
(着く)
[動]
arrive at a place
私が着くと、アラン夫人が玄関で迎えてくれた。
She was dressed in the sweetest dress of pale-pink organdy, with dozens of frills and elbow sleeves, and she looked just like a seraph.
pale-pink
(淡いピンク)
[形]
a light shade of pink
organdy
(オルガンジー)
[名]
a very fine, transparent, stiff cotton fabric
dozens
(何十)
[名]
a group of twelve things
seraph
(天使)
[名]
an angelic being, regarded in traditional Christian angelology as belonging to the highest order of the ninefold celestial hierarchy and associated with light, ardor, and purity
彼女は、何十ものフリルと肘丈の袖が付いた、淡いピンク色のオルガンジーのとても素敵なドレスを着ていて、まるで天使のようだった。
I really think I’d like to be a minister’s wife when I grow up, Marilla.
マリラ、私は本当に大人になったら牧師の妻になりたいと思うの。
A minister mightn’t mind my red hair because he wouldn’t be thinking of such worldly things.
worldly
(世俗的)
[形]
of or concerned with this world and its affairs rather than with a spiritual or religious life
牧師なら私の赤毛を気にしないかもしれないよ、だってそんな世俗的なことなんて考えないでしょうから。
But then of course one would have to be naturally good and I’ll never be that, so I suppose there’s no use in thinking about it.
naturally
(生まれつき)
[副]
by nature
でも、もちろん、牧師の妻になるには生まれつき善良でなければいけないし、私は決してそうはなれないから、考えても無駄だと思うよ。
Some people are naturally good, you know, and others are not.
生まれつき善良な人もいれば、そうでない人もいるのよ。
I’m one of the others.
私はそうでない人の一人なの。
Mrs. Lynde says I’m full of original sin.
original sin
(原罪)
[名]
the tendency to do evil that is part of human nature
リンド夫人は私が原罪だらけだって言うの。
No matter how hard I try to be good I can never make such a success of it as those who are naturally good.
no matter how hard
(どんなに)
[副]
to whatever extent or degree
make a success of
(成功する)
[動]
to achieve success in something
どんなに善良になろうとしても、生まれつき善良な人のようには成功できないよ。
It’s a good deal like geometry, I expect.
a good deal
(かなり)
[名]
a large amount or extent
幾何学に似ていると思うよ。
But don’t you think the trying so hard ought to count for something?
hard
(一生懸命)
[副]
with a great deal of effort
count
(意味がある)
[動]
to be of importance or significance
でも、一生懸命努力したことは何か意味があると思う?
Mrs. Allan is one of the naturally good people.
アラン夫人は生まれつき善良な人々の一人だ。
I love her passionately.
私は彼女を熱烈に愛している。
You know there are some people, like Matthew and Mrs. Allan that you can love right off without any trouble.
without any trouble
(何の苦労もなく)
[副]
easily
マシューやアラン夫人のように、何の苦労もなくすぐに愛せる人がいるのを知っている。
And there are others, like Mrs. Lynde, that you have to try very hard to love.
そして、リンデ夫人のように、愛するためにとても努力しなければならない人もいる。
You know you ought to love them because they know so much and are such active workers in the church, but you have to keep reminding yourself of it all the time or else you forget.
active
(熱心な)
[形]
doing or involving a lot of things
彼らはとても博識で、教会でとても熱心な働き手だから、彼らを愛するべきだと分かっているけど、いつもそれを思い出さないと忘れてしまう。
There was another little girl at the manse to tea, from the White Sands Sunday school.
ホワイトサンズの日曜学校から、牧師館でお茶を飲むためにもう一人の少女が来ていた。
Her name was Laurette Bradley, and she was a very nice little girl.
Laurette Bradley
(ローレット・ブラッドリー)
[名]
a girl
彼女の名前はローレット・ブラッドリーで、とても素敵な少女だった。
Not exactly a kindred spirit, you know, but still very nice.
正確には同好の士ではないんだけど、それでもとても素敵。
We had an elegant tea, and I think I kept all the rules of etiquette pretty well.
keep
(守る)
[動]
observe or adhere to
私たちは優雅にお茶を飲み、私はエチケットのルールをすべて守ったと思う。
After tea Mrs. Allan played and sang and she got Lauretta and me to sing too.
play
(演奏する)
[動]
perform music on a musical instrument
Lauretta
(ローレッタ)
[名]
a girl's name
お茶の後、アラン夫人は演奏して歌い、ローレッタと私にも歌わせた。
Mrs. Allan says I have a good voice and she says I must sing in the Sunday-school choir after this.
have a good voice
(声がいい)
[動]
be able to sing well
アラン夫人は私の声がいいと言って、これからは日曜学校の聖歌隊で歌わなければならないと言っていた。
You can’t think how I was thrilled at the mere thought.
can't think
(想像できない)
[動]
be unable to form a mental image of something
thrilled
(ワクワクした)
[形]
very happy or excited
考えただけでどれだけワクワクしたか想像できないでしょう。
I’ve longed so to sing in the Sunday-school choir, as Diana does, but I feared it was an honor I could never aspire to.
long
(ずっと思う)
[動]
to feel a strong desire or wish for
aspire
(望む)
[動]
to direct one's hopes or ambitions toward achieving something
ダイアナのように日曜学校の聖歌隊で歌いたいとずっと思っていたけど、それは私が決して望むことのできない名誉だと恐れていた。
Lauretta had to go home early because there is a big concert in the White Sands Hotel tonight and her sister is to recite at it.
ローレッタは早く帰らなければならなかった。今夜ホワイトサンズホテルで大きなコンサートがあり、彼女の妹がそこで朗読するからだ。
Lauretta says that the Americans at the hotel give a concert every fortnight in aid of the Charlottetown hospital, and they ask lots of the White Sands people to recite.
every fortnight
(隔週)
[名]
once every two weeks
ローレッタによると、ホテルのアメリカ人たちはシャーロッタウン病院を支援するために隔週でコンサートを開き、ホワイトサンズの人々に朗読を依頼しているとのこと。
Lauretta said she expected to be asked herself someday.
ローレッタは、いつか自分にも依頼が来るだろうと思っている。
I just gazed at her in awe.
awe
(畏敬の念)
[名]
a feeling of reverential respect mixed with fear or wonder
私はただ畏敬の念を抱いて彼女を見つめていた。
After she had gone Mrs. Allan and I had a heart-to-heart talk.
heart-to-heart talk
(腹を割って話し合う)
[名]
a conversation in which people speak honestly and openly about their feelings
彼女が帰った後、アラン夫人と私は腹を割って話し合った。
I told her everything—about Mrs. Thomas and the twins and Katie Maurice and Violetta and coming to Green Gables and my troubles over geometry.
the twins
(双子)
[名]
two children or animals born at the same time from the same mother
私は彼女にすべてを話した。トーマス夫人と双子、ケイティ・モーリスとヴィオレッタ、グリーン・ゲイブルズに来たこと、そして幾何学に関する私の悩みについて。
And would you believe it, Marilla?
信じられるかしら、マリラ?
Mrs. Allan told me she was a dunce at geometry too.
アラン夫人は、自分も幾何学は苦手だったと言っていたよ。
You don’t know how that encouraged me.
それがどれほど私を勇気づけたか、あなたにはわからないでしょう。
Mrs. Lynde came to the manse just before I left, and what do you think, Marilla?
私が帰る直前にリンド夫人が牧師館に来たんだけど、マリラ、どう思う?
The trustees have hired a new teacher and it’s a lady.
trustee
(理事会)
[名]
a person or organization that holds property or assets in trust for another
理事会が新しい先生を雇ったんだって、女性なんだって。
Her name is Miss Muriel Stacy.
Muriel Stacy
(ミュリエル・ステイシー)
[名]
a person's name
名前はミス・ミュリエル・ステイシー。
Isn’t that a romantic name?
ロマンチックな名前でしょう?
Mrs. Lynde says they’ve never had a female teacher in Avonlea before and she thinks it is a dangerous innovation.
female
(女性)
[形]
of or relating to women or girls
リンド夫人は、今までアヴォンリーに女性の先生なんていなかったし、危険な革新だと思っているんだって。
But I think it will be splendid to have a lady teacher, and I really don’t see how I’m going to live through the two weeks before school begins.
don't see
(わからない)
[動]
fail to understand
live through
(過ごす)
[動]
experience something difficult or unpleasant and survive
two weeks
(2週間)
[名]
a period of 14 days
でも、私は女性の先生が来るのは素晴らしいと思うし、学校が始まるまでの2週間をどうやって過ごせばいいのかわからないよ。